A letter from Aug 06, 2023

Dear FutureMe, hey girl, whew emotions are all over the place. You start your freshmen year in college in just 10 days, excited but nervous lol ! future me , how are you doing now , mentally? is Charleston doing you any good ? did you lose the weight you wanted to ? how are your classes , did you get on the dean list like how you wanted ? and who have you met that you wish could be in your life forever ? Are you closer with God ? he's currently your bestfriend and shows up and out all the time. And ouuu are we officially over Cole ? It's the second month of the breakup and it isn't too bad because of the God we serve. Did you at least find a guy that you like lol ? And are you still a virgin ? I know im throwing questions at you left and right but I just want to know if the crying and praying days for future me was worth it . I pray now all the time about my future to be mentally happy and closer with God, to be over Cole and find myself. I want to know that 6 months from now we are okay and that College was a get away to find myself and find out more about God and to be smart in the books and to get my degree . Is the tuition payed for ? Mac book still in good shape ? that's what were currently on , granny bought it last week lol . blessed isn't even the word. Life now isn't too bad , I have God who is always with me and I need future me to continue to praise and worship him. How's the family ? any deaths ? aunt lena died a month ago . Is your younger brother okay ? you love him unconditionally that is also your best friend. Are you still friends with Johnathan and keilee ? and girl lol , tell me why you gave x a try and he cheated on you with shania before it got serious . GREEN RIGHT ? LOL , anyways im just talking now , I just pray to God that we are at peace , blessed and genuine happy . I pray that college is doing what it's suppose to do and your classes are easy. Please , please please just tell me that we are happy , see ya in 6 months baby I love you so much