A letter from Aug 05, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Im 15 years old and i’m struggling. i’m at probably the lowest point in my life right now and i don’t know how to change it, or get better. every day i’m finding something new to help me dissociate from my reality, getting high every day, cross faded in my bedroom while our parents think i’m asleep, i dont want to end up some pathetic junkie but this is all that makes me happy right now, the only reason i’m able to put this into words now is because i’m sober, and i have no intention of keeping it that way. my head hurts, my body hurts, my heart hurts, everything hurts imagining what i might be like in the future, i know you know how bad it is where i am right now and i really ******* hope you find a way out, please, find a way out, i dont want to continue this routine. i’m going to send this in 1 years time, if things haven’t changed, change them right ******* now, we can’t carry on like this. I love you and i hope you’re better, see you soon , kayden .