A letter from August 1st, 2023

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Tis utreuf eebtrt moer ear i emka dhsoul r,igl isew onw ot lwyaas to reiwt ersu ouy to ( a etka ym uyo edc)aiv.
Tanhk fro thsi me all ni rfo dvaenca onidg yuo.
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Gnhtinya ayveerdy to copti dan dfuseco, ot orme nemtsifa tsi lslit tdnrdssaa rfom me emor fo eguh tyr iesectiso retnw'e uyo anarapecpe a i gte dalg nad awya aybtue i am rgynti ot.
Be if refe lil' erev deorwn i.
Onigg ufecpela viel hte ta t,omnme i teomhgsni a we suhc yaller wayals eepsk ahve yte odnt taht ehret esirpmo, em si.
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Idd, crigenta fro a of i of easf ym btuoa mreo ffteor stju listl sabe ernisfd a het lliw ma eefl lots rgynee utp i onit lneylo litls my i adn eb i etrhe ht,o rfiensd mchat capes htta ecar lto ahtt uyo sa sa dan a.
Teh oth a a,eyr olt wen fo eplpoe i a tme efw this admeirne onse dlo.
Is rfedriek ahnt hvae ltsli eht nwo, ot rsiaee od msto thwi me onyane nshirifepd es,le in i ntneydec lplsu otg necotinnco the rmeo rcanmoit lsilt utb htwa.
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Ofr utp nda a tnio hntmso od darlgni, i adet d'tind i sdpriinefh ortffe idd tlo ym a stlo toh dffnterei fo.
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Ni, i hosme kins, grye to lvoe enneuv yssme ciitse ctan saldite hntisg toher ot smee ese eeplop try dan teh lslti nad yebtau iynt.
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Ear i y,aw indesat ew ot fegilne ni of to eicveperd wtna ofr blae atth in out day gnigo do ma oepirsrnggs i plubci yletndfei selr,ouvse adn utaob my ayotcsnlnt buota atlyucal toms hwta ntkhi.
Tscienseiiur sslo ymna elif uowitth dan nrbisg fo same elsfe teh kcab olt of ohstewam teh goe r,edtniffe ancnstto meit enve odl mcearl ym on fcsou ta rneepaacp eth a.
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Yna an a refnifted lylear adn to eefl lytru i ni eraezil laudt 'ntddi ta ilhwe 18 egnbi a mmsteoeis bh,edin ma efle emro dten i al,l i now bit once.
Listl be lli' sno,o dihcl i leik a 20 lefe ntrngui.
Utryl my on eitenfdrf sti ta ,lal baby.
Ybrela oemr a eghandc do eiralez orme i i own ayhinngt adn ees uhcm, atht have now tlo a wfe lisiieospntrbes utb lilt.
,ohme tis darh at.
Ti ubt asw wayasl.
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Inglahdn btnlepos?irisiise eth ma how i.
Gmaena i is tbu hdicl ohw evisruv to utdal tisll atht ot a am nerlngia m,eh i.
Tnkha fro aekm ot you nytrgi ofr me it iaerse.
I eevibel sduohl to rnale cear ttah fo i tllis atke mfsely.
Ctordo nda nanppeoimtst daliy oock ym nwo kaem. . . Ti mite moec ihwt lwil but.
Vsreviu li'l.
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Gainynth i h9t1 1t8h ryleal ym no do or nid'dt tdria,yhb.
Dreganar 8th1 aerc kisc ym teim tswoard at ir'twesn ape,cl esleuarp ngtitge tgsu esdnp adn aws teh ym i ehtn twtuiho my no.
Em sgtfi cuet ( ibuld oht) re,ridkef em elswfor them tshi dan ferkirde ew few ym tdd'in mteh, eyt ayre heormt eogl ogt elov itwh nsedp adiytbhr i i otg a my. Abrlypbo eerbmemr ym em ( dan dehl eh notd eyllra i cride i ybrdhati).
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Fadari i tilsl ot ploepe atnw swa suhoe siht l'owundt and veah at apryt a asol to uersly.
Ilef ntia utb a telflara iigvnl dab taht iqute.
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Idd ma i oot yse a hdaencg dagl i you tl,o lsyreu ho. .
Ikdrne rstepen am i lto teh nelao ayw a e,lmysf i oot.
Rfo dan as eohp ujts thiw i llfdei the utfu,er frea hucm ma.
Did i ot takl i am posern tnkuf,lha tesb eryv oyu era ouyr uoy lryael loucd i dan the hsiw.
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Flei rfo oyu tno m,e sti fro saw it thna eysa rfo em woldu suyler i hdrrea geaur is.
Nda llew uvignisvr ma sa sono i rievth aaign iwll utb i.
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Neve orf dti'dn wes,ek i od ,apoin the i n,poai paly stop i i otdn evebiel eth i lursey 2 ot veer evol alpy toh wlil tracepci listl.
The i llguryrea, aydls noiap anct ibpluc alwsya utb in ypla hrite oyu ee,arhmys deylap ni mearnyo tueiq.
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Neevr ouy nwte wrehe ot o,n ungeho ot dna teoruuqr do ognsrt os woh i yeblra ng,aai i teg.
Yuor a ecni kpiedc erfo,atvui sa you gosn.
Got leeibve a hrete a i girl igcelin romf ignnipat remginad sit at hte who itnwgroh ngoilok ititngs r"hetese " uovartefi kwea,h ym is of *****,***** tsuj otbua ayma.
Sese do yama wlel nad really as rlgi, in ttah i eserlfh.
Tujs g,ril its athw to ntihong ******,*** on tseereh, a etmatr usjt.
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O"uy to i rof teh teh jstu labrye evol atth arylel elov na veah t,ho ma i vebi rhanteo " nr i ongs si axnlipnetao i isrcthanit.
Sith, uro asy eadi ot a howel ucsmi ryalel ouy tsate utb no leltit auobt tlo, yrosr hda it irovpemd.
Am i ilgudnbi nwo a ogdo taset.
Or edoml ilek ot todn most i elfeiytdn adn htta dpvceiree i ta wlrod emold lodoek rcae my nr tno i eb atm ist aawnn ndot hiree,t dnot.
Eioftiietcpnrsc eb evindr os wanan dtno ytbeua nda yb rgede nda i.
I leaiv twna to be. .
Hto alrbye enev start a-ll ta i ayn sreylu so gonid i scpirteu atek neev ganai ilwl.
A aclu fo ekams the tlo stinetesr that uyo tcopi sseen.
Mte hacri btu imh yuor isht i of aeyr odnt epiussrr flal tuacally iuprss,er.
Vnee dolt aen'tr her em em idkel yaw nveer eh eh eh rehgotet eikdl ehty oryn,ema het.
Eh i did as sa did'tn ehla rfa.
,stap uor ro wsa i no rwote fele i idd culod itedr henw ubt lla me eh i 'iddnt to n,crivtaao and ot i meemrerb yebalr e,m tdwena flee adrin nigynh,ta it sbuetyrlft.
Eh me ro mfee,pur i reenthi shi ltsey kile kidess tddin' haucrti ihs eth ihs wya.
I eht me not tdahe cetad nda eth wya wtdoasr wya he deaktl he.
Ndgoi ish gsnthi eh vprimeo i msis nad erev in if ta ihm rn flei lliw ahwt otnd l,la i esmtmseoi is ondewr eh tislen.
And lla mih rouad,n hte woh its ayse weaolld be ****** **** srnmsgbaiea bkac lla teh pu tlamos niap i to.
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Enev nodt around eritw todn tub i tnaw ayonemr i oatbu l,la ta ihm mih.
Yuor aleiv that otl an a odefcr nsoullii btu swa vlbeiee you i lstil ritfs ekpe i to lvoe, rvoerfe, od iwll of it eemrbrem. .
Aybme ltruy i noe drnnesduat dya lilw.
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Dogl om,ep i his aerw yleusr i i ntod oterw wrea a adn w,on mneaoy,r aerbtlec.
I i ti idgatn ettrads ffo ewhn tpu ikm.
Veas lal lwli h,wormeese it btu sahtt i epek.
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I rtgoef steir esur ma elt lla i ppenaed,h airnb lbea be dna akme reve it osrespc ym i thta to ot me lwli otn fi.
But ,away suyrel afed rou wl,ylso mmeroise.
Tr,eeih nhwe tewro nkow ouy witrne stih nd'itd imk yet i uyo ro eetm.
A lryeal i in rof that is a one fo tols taclinlesnoot drootania rcedari eht ynol ta mik, elhwi owh for mih smartet all.
Kewn hmi esnse i sa enve aekw thwi teyads hto sa i no i dame utb am we.
3 etuilbafu hsom,nt wree taontcc mnsoth tpodesp 3 ayuwlfl we all asnrei,fs elocs ni faret rou ew.
Iovme nad out at aosoiccn ldwuo oecupl every a kema cat keil.
Fro gyu was a swtee em lla hiwt a iemls he ide he ta to tub neguho ast'wn ofr.
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Ndedee for mohtns atnhynig to atde adn ddn'it sofuc 8 whti on aetrf tnaw i do t,tah tnddi' mih, efidrsn laeh to.
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Esrt shytior is the i tlil and emt idrefker.
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Lto ttex rwtie id,d uyo mcuh sa lal at i mat ndto yrtoep ebalry i as a.
It, fdni bkac awy wyror ot tond' my i iwll but.
I raih gnerg,i hto ym tuo eddine it ot rowg ma cirdoncnige is wno llits.
Nobwr onbdl/ i dknia nwaan go enhoy.
Rgeign is tesho all robe to tsitarng eftar eryas teh em.
Fi rome ogign as raten pndaenl and a aswa)ly ( is ubt nwo eth etehr meos i rkow otnnesaiovr emvrmoipetn fsat as tib sa.
Lto will eayr a necagh etnx.
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It we i a ebeeilv, wno yuo oerdpdp nmeemdcoe,dr otu of csolho aery eahvnt' cohslo btw, eenb in odog asw cse,ni.
Tbu am we ist ropdu ew awasnyy hiwgtorn oeilrcvyutpd miet esndp of oru emor have loucd erwhe aok,y i aer.
To go i kbac liwl lhsoco snoo.
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Awylful leov r,lgi uoy gornts are oyu my cof tlilet i.
Od oto? uoy em olve.
Lla xpeeec?td even tahn sti efdneifrt oth.
Lfee hegudg.
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Wenh ymeslf tnde adn you nrgwo, eoisemtsm foc i patcec fterog lla dan sliyea to apni oyu tenh oht i rty i mseeono odse tghif fro.
Katl ilaujn to yuo recsuo fo still i tidoi.
Vesael atht bterte nreev yob.
Wnosk oootooo eh chum.
Lakt acetilyv tond th,o ndeahgc a maeynro we lto.
Ladys si tho axm aunl udanro uoy ew idtd,eprce shit sa yrea tey mete tills id'ndt.
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Miss hre i.
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To os i levod uoy nakht ofr pgdenisorn m🫶🏻e ngacri butao ou💋y hcum.