A letter from Jul 17, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I missed out on the one school trip i was actually ever excited for ,mum flipped out ,my stuffs all down stairs. I feel like kms again for the stupidous reasons so ye. I thought it all got better but i guess i was wrong. So hows northfeild?are we still in there?are we still single? I feel bad for my parents lol they have to deal with a ******* selfish az kid i hope to be less like ^that^ to be better. What else did we **** up on this week? Did you stop being such a weirdo and took everyones advice? Did we finally get a break? Did we finally start commissons yet? Did we do anything right yet? Get any skinnier? Stop being insufferable? Start making ppl proud? Happy birthday ig? Cya get a ******* grip Hope you rot ♡ Younger you.