A letter from July 12th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey self! Another day another decision nanaman tayo. So Today July 12, around 9:45am. while scrolling on tiktok dumaan ang post about moira and her song "before it sink in" sa post nayun moira mentioned about her relationship and how she moved on. She also mentioned that even if you actually prepare for the pain you will never prepared for it. And yes she's right even if you want it to gone it will never go. It's not our mind that decide. So I want to sing with her now hoping that one year from now I can tell that I really did it. Here is it. "BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE I'LL TAKE A STEP A WAY, I KNOW ONE WORD WOULD MAKE ME GO, RUSHING BACK TO YOU, SO I'LL JUST SHUT MY EYES, FORGET THAT WERE MINE HOW DO YOU GO FROM MAKING ONE YOUR HOME AND THEN LETTING IT ALL JUST GO? LET ME TAKE IT IN, BEFORE IT SINK IN" that lyrics makes me realize that why we keeping his memory in our heart when we knew that he's not ours since then, when the painful truth is he is happy now without remembering us and his promises. So today. Finally I want him gone for good. I want to take our life back before it sink in. It's hurt yes really because you he is the first man that I believe in, I trust and I loved yes I do loved you cause if not it's not hurt like this. But I'm letting you and your memories go. Hope next year it doesn't hurt anymore when I remember you. ♡♡♡♡