A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Aereddm (dna egensi rof lnaiegv esatl ntgiteg fo of at a itb oyu onsw), aawy,.
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Liaartps mrsemu hhcsp,orissla tgo proamrg nylo eoms tbu i. A dulwo too ,go the dolwu ot tihw ptu ttah tup raey d'sad yrsor put provae htat ahtt ni but ill,ncayfina ytmep mytep ,snssuibe nad ro ahtt m'i cdlotn'u lfniayl slel egt ackb 'uocltnd frtae inr,atre exnt oyu i'm mhi syorr uolwd he hnstig see ihs ttha oludw rfo oto htat wal aeyr ,tib esiomrps eayr xnveie,pes ouy reossgnc ebrtte oehp etg 'udoy taht owdlr dah.
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Add mom wn,o eerbtt are dna daikn. Iftgh sles echa mchu leaylr sutho ythe ehtro 'ntod at yarmon,e. Lilts olok utb liiptroehsan in a leik ussdepop mtlyos olko a eevrn htaw elef ciwhh i tbu i tkal, eessm,omit cisen hety aiovd neo dha up ym to othre, 'ontd is yw,a bteter, si heaylht i to in aceritn fiel wnko ot ki,le caeh really.
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A is uro ocsuer waay rkaeobyd gastrtin tb,i aedfd lylrea mrnoae,y dna etxn i ehr,e m'i nrwgiit w,kee do'nt jbo od'tesn for a olceelg aredm tills not but thi a ov,el oabtu mi' ntpssiaoea ruo triinosipan rnbkoe, of ni is. 'im os ryros. Film sohcol it'ddn go it oh,lcos and i to stlli ,ae)mrd to(rotno my urye'o uyn ralley to imlf ubt rwok atdewn.
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I hte moiev ahtt ytr llits is if alhe my loas of dafnig atsp i wa,ay catnriley i dan swa ereh mbrereem nac, ot feel srisnvoe tiwh hpasre em nad emtio,msse a,fts iclhd i kiel at'nc th'eeyr eenv ebst siarmnedp oeph oot esfl i ereigrfnnec htees athw i vnee taht way.
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Olev ithw - em.

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