A letter from May 19th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hey lex, it's me. Idk if you know but it's the end of the month. You made it. I don't know what's going on in your life right now but today's the last day of school and my birthday. There were a lot of tears but I stayed strong for Lydia until I got home then I had a mental break down so that was fun. I have some predictions so let me know if they're right. I think that Cole no matter how much we love him doesn't care about us. I hope you prove me wrong but remember a few signs of hope here and there doesn't prove us wrong don't keep your hopes up. I hope you and Lydia are doing well. I also predict we're going to lose the battle of going back to riverside mom seems pretty set. It really sucks but maybe it'll be good. I'm so mood swingy like I can't pick anything. One day I want to go back to school and the next I don't! Tim and Cheyenne were being ******* annoying today. We were hanging in Mrs banes room and he kept calling her babe and **** and it was annoying. How could he go from kitty who was sweet and pretty and nice to brook who was just a ***** and i know she's the reason he's so different now and now he's dating Cheyenne who hits him and ****. What the **** is wrong with him. I think it's partly jealousy and partly loyalty to kitty but he was so nice at the retreat and now he just doesn't care. I hope you got to see kitty and grey at some point I miss them a lot. Well I should probably go but I'm proud of you for getting up and for just waking up. Your doing great and remember it'll all work out even if I don't believe it myself right now I hope your proof of my words. 😂❤️ Love you