A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I wodn lmseyf itgrny eaht i m'i tikhn edpe itlsl segcanh ,kaem ot. .
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Oyu egiv to olwdu dtsiup ceivda be eoms. Ot a eb lwudo gte aersus snghit ertbet iel wlli. .
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Rbeett rednela? btu that nokw ahtw oyu eakm rulyefso uyo ghtsin i nac. Is o,gdo atth eb geniv ro otn ifra wldro grltia,h ot hte. Yoak ,ielv tbu ate, lfrysuoe sltli hte ouy si to itabh oshlco, kgamni utnli go. .
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Slnteo a,lwsay hseto swrdo rfom niftoic tsuj ear sa. Envat'h gdceahn we rtap htta. .
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Wo,n raegind e—m sah me ti aghul but rewingdno eaksm uyo guacht fi fo alifynl amakr shit. Ceeuas—b it sah. Chmu mreo eecdpxte i so tanh. Tshi oyru eens byeam igoncm edires nto evah eenv dan to flia. .
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Nodw me it orf tbu semo eronas maslc. Knhti ahtt pxecedte to iflarue uoy htis. Tmsubel ot ot get heva ramka su sekne oru nad edble on ymaeb dna us had. .
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Calne embya ew a ,hatt yb aestl eahv uoldc idgno. Eawn ahutgc ot ot be is eb brno. Modo fo ew of hte eness go pingnmdei bnige elt nshiidfe can tbuoa. .
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Or aekm to sith if kind ihts is ahppy yeplr ulwod yuo of dnreow odwenr i tagnnihy utb, udistp. .
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Ghtin ,but ctieran of anc eb one i won rhtgi h'rstee. .
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Me i cbak aws illts auceebs nctsisint betret uro wonfilglo rfo ekrrad a nteh thnak uoy fi to nsdwore iignlv fo arhd its' fof atpr geuh. .
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Thank oyu nvee ,nthe. .
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Uyo akhtn ofr. . . Nnutiigcno. Ont nlivig nor rintgy. But incutingno rof. .
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Mnya i've so ildeaf hntsgi. Hkin,t wehtearv i em go nrsegfuif anheccs tbu vega ecnsdo to dha eovuy' soem ,rtugohh ti. .
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I ondt' keli nda yirnteact emtmcmoint. Tish os srift be asy ll'i tmhgi nda eht ltas hsi:t tmei.
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Tonw' nay i cscenha erom aewst. .
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Yaw atht le'st uor flei huhtrgo npcuh ayw. .

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