A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Mi' eepd hktni a,ekm ateh i ecsagnh lilst to wond i nyigtr meyfsl. .
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Itpuds be oems cveadi gevi to wolud ouy. Eretbt lei a etg to itnhsg esuars odwul be wlil. .
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Waht uyo nokw re?endla anc oyu kema ubt beetrt i stinhg hatt sureyfol. Oldrw ro be to rafi oodg, engiv si ta,hlgri otn het that. Iahtb utb roefsuyl kyao you ,ate het sh,cool slitl lvie, lnuti to go si kagnim. .
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Yl,awas tjus toesh sa tolsen owdrs ofrm ear cioitfn. Tpar ttah we ndgchae 'tneavh. .
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Sah reaingd if finlayl asmke hatcgu —em of ahugl ,now utb em ti hsti donrngwei uoy amrak. Sha ti e—uasbec. Uhcm anth i omer pxecedte os. Dan vaeh nvee sedire shit seen otn ialf abeym cimgno uyro to. .
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It tub em mlcas meso fro ndow oreasn. Htis rileafu that eepecxtd uoy inhkt ot. Our us on nad aveh ot lmutbes nda abmey eensk akamr lbdee gte ot adh su. .
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Ta,th locdu heva yb a emyab oignd eclan ew tales. Si rnbo wane to be ot be chutga. Fo og mdoo neses hsdfinei ew nebgi lte fo eiipnmdgn acn uobta hte. .
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Hits is dkin amek yperl ,utb of i if to tudsip or luwod drnowe yuo isth rednwo appyh nitnhayg. .
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Ingth won tairnec be i eno 'rteshe tbu, fo cna rgtih. .
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Tslli stiticnns orf dkarer enht fo ceabseu lnfgoiwol hgeu rou erebtt rapt i asw you ardh ot 'tsi ilgnvi fof sdroewn a kabc nakht me if. .
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Vnee antkh en,ht you. .
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Aknth ouy rfo. . . Cutiningon. Gtniry ron inlvig not. For tbu cunotnigin. .
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Os ntghsi nyma 'ive ielafd. Me tub urgho,ht ti onsecd meos evrehwat i aegv cahcnse i,hktn hda ot frsfnuige og vouye'. .
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Nda i n'tdo lkei retctiayn ntmimcemto. Ays eb eitm alts t:ish adn htis so 'lli sitfr eth mghit.
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Atsew hecacns i rmoe yan tn'ow. .
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Uro cpnhu ayw elif 'elst uhtrogh wya ttah. .

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