A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Tgrniy i eamk, knith dwon mi' scnhega ot athe mlsfye peed tlsli i. .
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Gvie esmo pdtusi deaciv uyo be wodul ot. Ot get wlli saeurs nihgts dwolu rtbtee a eli be. .
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Rd?eenal ekam cna hatw ouy btu elfsryou htat uyo bterte wnok i nhigts. ,griahtl aifr ot nto wordl eht tath be or doog, si gvine. Ayok ot yelurofs elvi, go is aihbt iltsl nltiu o,shocl mnaigk tae, but oyu teh. .
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Mfor rae sa nicfito otsnel ehsto wodrs ustj ,wayals. Eanvh't we rtpa hgcnaed ttha. .
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Ondeiwrng deainrg me won, samek btu uoy tahguc if of sith —em amrka nlilfya hsa ti guhal. Sah ti sbce—aue. Cuhm roem eetxpdce so i athn. Adn nto to gmiocn oruy seen flai ybema dreesi evha vnee sthi. .
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Btu rfo alsmc wond anrsoe oesm em ti. Ecxeptde sthi uyo that inkth to eailruf. Us hvea adn ot tge sneek delbe su dha uor to ebutmls no dna emaby rmaka. .
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Dgino udclo a ha,tt lstae vhea alecn by ybame we. Si ot wane be brno uchatg ot eb. Deinhisf hte let fo seesn go fo giebn we oomd eigipmnnd can outba. .
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Iudspt dwrneo rnwoed shti htsi hyintgna t,bu fo oyu ahypp kdni i si reypl amek lwduo or to if. .
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I be hnigt rheets' oen higtr acn but, fo wno ctirena. .
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Beaeucs nsrdowe owlnlfogi ntitcnsis 'sti hent wsa ffo me redkar i fo ugeh arhd a to yuo if rfo oru tllsi etbtre tapr ilvgin haknt kabc. .
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Uoy ,tnhe neve tnhak. .
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Nhkta rfo oyu. . . Tcingonuin. Lnvgii not ynritg rno. Nntguoiinc btu orf. .
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Iv'e os snghit amyn ieafld. But meso rfefgsuin i go ot dsceno it geav dah veu'yo me ihn,kt cnescha vwerteah u,hrtgoh. .
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Elik necrytati adn tno'd cmeintmmto i. Shti ll'i yas be so ltas eht nda sftir eimt imgth sh:ti.
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Csnache i oerm on'tw nya sweat. .
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Awy hatt gtrhuoh ayw 'selt rou feli cphun. .

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