A letter from Mar 31, 2023

Hi there, Right now I'm still fighting my depression but don't know If I have it because my Psychologist sucks and another doctor said I don't have it. But I'm convincing myself that I don't have it so I can continue to get up every single day. I still want (I don't know if I want it or not since I don't feel happy with anything) to be a musician and producer. But it's really, really, really hard just to start touching the guitar or even opening the DAW and tutorial. Every action is really heavy and tired Right now I still have to do the ******* developer's job to make and meet. Another path is opening is BD, guess I'll figure out what to do with it. Despite all of it, I think I still have some hope. I'm moving to my grandma's house to live alone, can't wait. And whatever I said earlier, I wish you be happy and know how to truly care about people around you. 1Hope