Dear FutureMe,
You just had your 23rd birthday. I hope this reaches you in a better headspace. I hope you’re out of the military, and in a place you want to be. I hope you’re still alive, three suicide attempts within a year, and somehow we’re still kicking. Did you learn to make it on your own? Are you still close with Jada, or did that fizzle out. Is she doing well? **** I can’t even think of things to write that don’t involve her. She’s going to be great. **** you I don’t have to write you ****. I don’t even know if you’ll receive this you depressed sack of ****. 6 more months of ********? A year more? Who the **** are we hanging on for, what are we living for?
Epilogue
12 months later
Dear PastMe,
I’m sorry for the late reply, I think at the time I didn’t know how to tell you that...
Egt im’ but lilts eher din’dt trt,bee ti.
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Sdpeecaha cemos adn onw but a slat rteteb so,ge yeth lronge. Of esba tou, on m,ialtriy a wrko a ot eoprpdd dna otu tgo eht nwo ouy wtne oceegl,l iyitlamr oantrcctor as. Evah we oru a acknk for tarigepen kseaitsm.
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Adj’sa ngeo. Tog weer kacb eth you when she tadeh uyo osrepn. Dan ot gvniil futuer atnlatb for igeniam oot ngndikri drrgdeais a cnduotl’ muhc ouy. Htgohu s’she sltli indgo mzaniga.
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N’otw ti hldo dan raeg, gastani tub is tjsu stre you fo het yaopftirn i lreett ryou. Proeups isetoud lniigv treesh’ tauyeb fo llsit gyanhn,it ubt aet’rn we ofr. Lriiavt taht saebeuc trh’see emna si eb setcxneie ot etn’osd tsuj uory nsraeo no erhe,.
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Pu aittgshr ebrlod, and be n,ikdre adnts. In fo tcreinsane the caylmati ha,ocs uddsrtanen ormcfto and indf. Am rosry ttha i it os btreet ’snti. Ysror oelv im’ rsryo atth vroe ouy seend sueacbe the wa,ay eb dan ttah uor lwka eltmna teohs how at ,rirhpyc you eht nseslil reeh npai nmoeeos ’mi lwudo tca’n osct s,u fo ayn fo oivrcty.
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