A letter from Feb 16, 2023

Dear Future Me, hello dada, i will tell you every thing that is happening with me right now to see if thing will get better inshala and stop every bad thing that is happining right now so lets start now im on the last probation in lau ala yostor shu bado yseer fye hopefully everything will be alright im taking 4 courses w im going al school and am bzha2 honek but no nagging lhmdela ala everything i dont know le hase am khabes there everyday i khabes bas theres a way out kteerrr am bseer hazeett nshala ma yser shi bad ala yrham w yse3d kl l alam yale dararet i have uni problem lezem awe hale ad ma b2dr and aktar lahata ozmot ala rah ys3dne ana m2kade maha ytrekne lahale what are your afkar right now did they change? So what I'm thinking about right now is that I have no social skills. hopefully this year jeeb kteerr books w le2e a book store that has books laono mafiii i cant find w mabade jeeb online i believe that books will really help in building my mind w ysheel everything that i misunderstand w ytawer mokhe and seer aref eshya no boyfriend still but heke talking only mafi shi (dayana omra 8 months bttekal tanya jeebt a girl w abir tjawazet w shes living bi soor )those happened that year hope this year will bring happy things and etwaar shakhsete more w eb2a bl lau please kteer farah w ana hon mama w baba lhmdela mneeh, still not driving w begging la hadan ywaslne i know that i have to bas its scary. everyday faker ino bade rooh ala that place that has no people in and sit all alone next to the river and cute forest with grass fields all around me live there peacefully. am khafef tawtor ahama shi w im doing things without thinking because its the worst thing to think about something and then to do it. the thing that scares me aloteeee is having 2 things 2 faces scary on the jugment day faces are going to beautify or get ugly with your aa3meel so do nottttt. keep yourself and re innocent yourself dont get dirty along the way in this life hafze ala halek do not ever quit praying it is the key for this and after life im thinking in a bad and ugly way stop that probably back to 2020 i wrote a letter that doesnt make sense i completely forgot what i wrote there. some questions: aktar shi i want uni problem tzbat bas w get good grades are us till be lau mehse l hal nshala ymshe njehet? i made it bi fadel allah? are u still day3a bi afkarek? did anna get married? social skills/talking skills? keeping your prayers? made mama happy? eshna? rkzte? are u still fighting maa ana? what about this year nshala it was a happy year? did u swim bl picine bl dy3a? abir has a baaby? fi another baby la tanya? farah? me? is everything fine? did u build some confidence? stay safe stay kind i love you see you soon