A letter from Feb 14, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hello there, We sometimes forget the small details of our lives, so I'm here to remind you.  I had a meltdown earlier after one of our tutors announced that we would have an extra geology class. I cried because I had an English class right after that one. It was supposed to be an online astronomy class at first. I agree to attend that class so that I can go home first. But because the geology class is always offline, I can't go home and need to go straight to the English class. After such a looooong day of school, I'd just want to relax. But I can't, and I can feel myself getting burned out after this. After getting that message, I called my mother. Thankfully, my mother is in a good mood, so she wasn't angry. She calmed me down, and I requested that she pick up my bag because I don't like to carry it all day. I just want to lie down after school, but again, I can't. I think that's all for this letter. Oh yeah, our classmates are a pain in my brain. I just want to have a normal high school life, but instead, I was assigned as the vice president of the class. Great, remind me to become a responsible student and not take an important job in an organization or anything. It's exhausting. I know I can improve my social skills when I do something similar, but man, it's so much pain, and I always get overwhelmed.