A letter from Feb 09, 2023

Dear FutureMe, dad never really talked a lot unless it was about me moving in with him but i am scared to hurt mom i truly am my parents child i don't wanna hurt either of them but i cant make everyone happy its hard to put it into words how the holidays will always hurt i watch the fathers and there little girls and wonder what i did to deserve this. all that i didn't try to undo all of my pain and all there excuses i was a kid but i was clueless someone who loves you wouldn't hurt you. i hope you get this Savannah i love you i know how hard you are trying to make everything better and i am sorry about isaiah but you cant fix the past you know. But be proud of yourself for how far youve made it in life.