Dear FutureMe,
I hope so many good things for you. I want happiness and joy for you. I want you to finally, for the first time in your life, feel truly and wholly accepted and loved. I want your days to be full of laughter. I hope you read a lot and write a lot and can code and are good at debate. Are we still a PDK? I'm not necessarily against it but I just really hope that we feel LIKED and have good (non-draining) rapport. If not, are we in another sorority? Do we finally feel like we fit in? Have we spoken to our Jade again?
Lastly, I really, really, really hope you can answer yes to this--
Do dreams come true?
I love you unconditionally,
Jasmine Gianna
Epilogue
4 months later
Dear Past Jasmine,
Girl you're melancholy as hell! ****, I remember the feeling. I have a little story for you:
On a cloudy, gray, windy day in April, a girl...
Aws a tpsee rtingea pu cgmliibn flifc. Orpe lleotpyemc a ot taht grnots eveyr hes dna seh miet in s,afe deaachtt a lmbdeic wreo nerssha swa seh. Seh ecrdas nad e,ty aws. ***** nkew ggnio race her lfla ro eomv as'wnt to utb tgaynhni, ehs to erh of daem l,itls areth ceu,sor rveye she. Ffcl,i swa tgrih she hes oyln ni tsva haglhuto on ehr fo see lduoc twha was tofrn a. Nca lnyo eanrasitc dhslo you is ro that ligc,nimb of het ckro newh noe oot ae,ngl oevab oyu hsuc the. Is pu twah os cna't nkow lraley ,txen for ouy you iocmng veren lnpa ti. All ta letyrcid you oyu wtah in is is e,mtmon ofnrt ayn iengv of vh,ae. Of lodhs the eplpoe locdu hte toure eeitnr use nda iiclnbgm ligr cludo on seh het ese teh hatt was lal agetr gduonr. See goncim lwal saw no she the rehew nda wath doucl up hyet swa. ,teriang ,rigl were sl,slem wnke eth tbu tm,mnoe in sgbu, the irhtg tath the lal laps,tn hse ofnrt fo teh in dusons, wsa eth het eht rhe. Esh rustt thta swa aortimsfno eht reh cork od elph lla erh no ib,imncgl adn mciogn next no pu kepe uldco reuyojn lwdou. .
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Ehwn le,fi hte see eomtnm cnat' **** ouy fo ayn eods ot,mmen ot aevh rgbgei rue'yo hawt ?oyu a ni ctruiep iths a oyru do itwh. Xnte no rehte vwie het d'isbr nad noicmg pu fiel fo uyor twah ywa trinee is in si a ,otntiusia eey egt ot. Uoy yuo nfrto enses wath hrgit sjtu fo ni to of haev amek is. Up dan in nac egt aekm leda su atht enrt'a sfufer eitsrso dan dna gathcu sthnig lyalre to erut hatt.
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Tou dvloe whit to adn go ''oolc ohw indrk igrls veidl ratpy dan oyu etreh vxe,eodetrtr. All ewre ursps ethy gsmaam nad. Tehos enoany to tath in ni ,tonmme whti fo ihwt p,olepe htta fnrot yuo yuo htiw oyu tsaedtr vreen ttah fti ni ni ift itdn'd eeelvbi ,oyu trghi fi uoldw. In ouy rwee ndooby sarye leceogl dna uoy rbda ahtw a ot frou dan mela onlocu weer dna yuo ildke iggno evha sad. A a nwo ta sah thta geribg like goen tlo oyu het yb, eray tlle lkoo i anc putecri uyo nad ppolee otn eutr! erov t,bu hatt of si't. Ro a e'yuro a a ro dpk surp uoe'ry amamg ton ev,hetwar. Tehm tiiudnoollnnayc uyo dan nad yhet aekm wedatn eys, dpceteca uoy elef itwh fti in. Obtua ieygunlen oyu tehy etak as cayeltx era, ouy arce ouy nda. Nda ouy whti erut uyo ulgah m,eht yeth snridfe mite yluqita era iwth spned ,mteh. .
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Ew we enanrigl rae eslvoru,es ot si htat newh be secueab apestphi era. Peedtrn ot natw us eynlugien ew palorpu ti ot ew'er eb keam hpypa iwll fele nda cloo nto ot evern noesemo tjus cueseab. Teh ocne eivlbdee looc oovelo otw ot nrletalyni on ,snltei we alporpu of to teh htea bwteene eb and peleop su, we. Eaiidotlinza mbaey ythlhea utb ti tas'th ret,eih tsops hte not.
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Aanig we ot ksoep jdae e,ys. Dnutraneds and ywsa we and ntikginh reh sreolc fo rof efle get erbett ew eh,r ot ear ew. Lfm?ae eols eb a dnltw'uo mseah ot wint ruo ti escuabe.
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Acn stla qouinest, erswna ntd'o be i ot wnok hosnet i fi htta. A ende a rmoe nagon dan tellti lettli neazz radmha 'mi moer. My yabem fo the e,lfi ot em eb blea eltl ask tbu slta yad l'il no nda uoy iaagn.
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Manisej.
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