A letter from February 1st, 2023

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi. I just wrote a lot. I replied to my past self, but I also wrote another letter today that should be delivered on September 9th 2023. I am doing homeschool right now. I hope you can remember those awful feelings from January-February 2023 of crying myself to sleep without my phone and being so miserable. This is the worst time of my life. By a mile. I have never felt so depressed. I am planning to go on antianxiety/depressant meds and I am seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow. I tried to overdose a few times. I lied to everyone about it. Then I thought of jumping out of the balcony. I hope 15/16 year old me is over those feelings. I want to become a better person. I hope in three years from now I’m thriving. I hope I am still alive. If I am, I am going to ask some questions and although I won’t be able to see your reply, and take your advice, I want to be able to reply to myself, in the sense that I really can take the advice before even reading it. First question: how does it feel to have no braces. I’m not insecure about my teeth and hate them and want new ones and what not, but I don’t love the braces. My next questions is this: are you still reading? Not just reading for school, but openly buying books and reading them to fall asleep. I just finished flowers for Algernon and it was really good. The next thing I want to know is are you writing? I was thinking about either making a journal, or just a full on book..or maybe even both! I wanted to call it Mentally Fat. Because, I am, In fact, Mentally Fat. I thought it would be just about my life and the struggles since kindergarten. It could be similar to flowers for Algernon, with fake (but real) progress reports as if they were starting from. My first day of kindergarten all the way to where I am now. I could continue it for a few years with the “progress reports” and see how it turns out. I hope you follow through. I want to be someone when I grow up. Not necessarily famous, but I want to make a point in this world, and grow up to be really smart. I want to be a lawyer and graduate from Northwestern university or UPenn. My next question is how are the dogs? None of them died right? (Hopefully) Any new ones? Who is working for us as help? I cannot imagine Christina is still there. A really important question coming up..What school did you end up going to? (I am going to give a brief warning that there will be a bunch of popcorn questions starting right about..now.) Did you leave after 8th? How did you manage to stay in school? (If you didn’t get kicked out) How is hockey? What do you consider your “main sport” as of today? If you didn’t leave after 8th and stayed for 9th, did you make varsity club? How was commencement? Were you field hockey/hockey/crew/any other sport captain? Probably not hockey, but I am expecting field hockey. This text question might trigger a weird PTSD. No more mental hospitals right? Especially not Charlotte Hungerford I hope. Were you Mr. Przygocki, Mrs. Giese, or Mr. Greens prefect? How is Charlotte? Who are your REAL friends? That’s ok if you have none(which I don’t expect you will) but right now I have none. And that’s okay. I’m dealing with it. My trusted adult right now is Allie Molner. I am happy with that. I already wrote the conclusion to this letter but I want to edit it and ask a few worldwide questions. Have you moved houses? Have you gotten a new phone? What new phones are there? Any pandemics? Have any family members died? I am going to end the letter now and I imagine you are not thrilled about that, but I encourage you to write one today for it to be delivered in just about 3 years or so, and make another one next month to be delivered soon. Also, when you write back to me, please make it long. Although I will not see it, I feel that you will respond in a wholesome way. By the way, have you blown up on tiktok? My recent tiktok of Dallas just got like 500k+ views and I am VERY proud. These are really fun, and emotionally therapeutic too..be good, xoxo Georgina at 12:34pm from feb12023❤️

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Hi. It’s been just over three years since I got this letter. Some answers:
No braces is great! Got them off over a year ago.
I don’t read as much...

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I triew odt’n. Lla ta.
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Twen suymre i nveer tuabo cbka eth ngirseirgdda equnossti acbuees.
Go ayer lngo her auceebs tlnui t9h for sa yasdte was i uhcto i idd hmoe aslt yasbb’ cnmtmecneoem in sa with adn to i udloc renedtru hnew i eardg ti. Wsa ti nfie. Erenvoe,y i ti btu asw cein tlleti segus iseegn adakrww a. I eruysm tefl iogdn i etpodps hwne rtposs. Ydlpea eykhco vi’e dnto’ wno at alset i ihntk eyras 3 orf. I onkw. ’douy eb ryboplba ceohkds. Aodwyasn i ’dtno tabuo topesiaasn sdue i but be ,ti ot usseg ecar i. Tbu elaev sida tsla losohc i tdraset i erbpmsete difel to sa had ehykco. Fro ncsatpia aery hte rewe aelymdn ethri adn omna rnesoi. It adn udwlo reeht em tsw’an amno vaeh i tub eben. Dtol em aybb. .
Stlpisaoh amtnel. On pstd. S,dtp ubt ellw greiergtd sey im’ not. Revne tiontnecucc i ni ptoasihl to ackb hc ewtn. Woert ro to enics 6 eiv’ i bene khtni this nwo i 5. Wsa ivaen i os wow.
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Nto ahev moevd uehsos.
Own tgo 17 the einpho 6,1.
On pcsnidaem.
Aym aertg stla aagrdnm deid.
Reesltt nmid the gndnie eha,y i ttah notd’. Haev twire leowh i lefi ot ym mreo.
Esryg’ to adn ton atnw akcb onetcinu anaoytm wietr im’ ggoin dan ghncwait onw ot beaescu aws higtr i. D,id ot ouy wkno edwtan i baueces utb em i. Xnet i elfs adn uhg be whta oulcd mcseo i drppeear sapt a asy evig up buclke dan orf whsi nad ym. ,em hontnig arniwng eneb ceni sbacuee erpaper ehva tub lwuod a uoldc eiltlt. Lbow toktki did a gao yare no up t,uaallyc i. In swa fomr olok in as cbak i tspa het i ckab sntihgi,hd armtette,n igilnv i otg enoc. Dha evoneyer i einhbd aieedzlr pu, tefl of dna tors wsa onwgr i. Keil erya dlo 31 a 2230 rfom. It int’dd yare a i trael ezailer litun adn. Ipcerut ntgigte my nad frmo to adn eberrmem hnnacgig 2202 home eno bryad fo frpoeli i i. 5022 aws it. No i gnthnio i phsoto dha ubt fesm,yl of adh. Dan i 2022 ’wasnt rmenayo ilaezer ti t’iddn. Me oleepp no twhoitu mdvoe dha. Nywaays, atth rohgu swa. Owkr i ktitko a ot lvair i og kniht mites tdire idd uepocl dna no it. Hohtgu hingotn rycaz. Saalld dhakce ogt llo anctouc eht. Up caihn yb ni llsit unr ubt omse its’ acrehsk. I fnuyn nihkt psot ythe s’ti ubt ontd’. Way a earidng pleralla ry’eou fi ujst ewehr y’lulo ngtsih sith esnrviue emos ei,wct aoyk knwo ni teerh is eb anphep ttah ro. Mkae dan otu it ilwl ouy. Lliw eakm ontd’ uoy tnihk liwl fiilneydte uyo tub eewhr etmis herte be yuoll’ ti ,uot. Seeucab i i od ownk? did ti hwo and. Lfie amed it het rekdast i fo my otu peeetds of semit. Now si hgtir etfrepc it ton. Lla at. Noe not itb. Ehva i llsit ynam esgrlugts. Adn i i mi’ i ti od rfo kown okto ta ot od tath ton hvea euecasb noipt now grenad,t aufretlg for oen ubt hawt. Oosoooo si so ilef rcysa. The rtthu is’t. Odaunr and is i’ev ntouc ot no ,aitymeutll eepk uoy tskci aehv peoepl eht and hngtsi rnospe oyln erve ne,aerdl oyu si but tub g,o teh lsseon ofyleurs sgtbige bueecas jtus ot mcoe taht nppeah, oniv,mg. .
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Uyo olev i.
Off gsiginn.
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Th,6 camhr - 6202 5pm5:3 rioan,egg.
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