A letter from Jan 15, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi there future me, I want to take out this guilty weird feeling from my brain. I want to share with someone, but I can't tell anyone. I don't have any friends that are close enough to share about this. Earlier I got an assignment for a random match deskmate (because I'm a vice prefect). I put my heart and time into mix-match my classmates. I know some of them may hate this. But my homeroom teacher gives me this task. I couldn't say no. I didn't expect one of them will immediately text me to say it was unnecessary. I told her that It was a task from our teacher. She said, "It's a pity that those who leave in the morning get in front of what they don't want, those who are relaxed are already keeping behind". I don't even know what she talked about. Here's a copy of our conversation: [1/15/2023] {Friend's name}: the partner is okay if that position is by the discipline of leaving in the morning [1/15/2023] {Friend's name}: it's a pity that those who left in the morning got the front that they didn't want, those who are relaxed, relaxed, have kept it behind [1/15/2023] Me: I can't {Friend's name}, our teacher told me to change the position too [1/15/2023] {Friend's name}:Teacher said that's just the deskmate [1/15/2023] Me: Teacher added position too, I wrote it in my book [1/15/2023] {Friend's name}: it's not fair anjir [1/15/2023] Me: tell the teacher directly, I can't change it [1/15/2023] Me: this is according to the teacher's orders [1/15/2023] {Friend's name}: It's not fair, this system makes people get lazy in the morning I really want to tell them, If you don't want this you can take my position. I will gratefully take off my title as Vice prefect and give it to you. Let's be honest, I'm tired.