A letter from January 5th, 2023

Helllloooo to my future self, Ah, it's December 31st. The end of the year. Right now, it seems so far into the future haha. Well, this year seems an important one after all, we graduate(d) OOf. How did it go? You survived it, huh? I guess it's probably been months since you graduated. Did you get a job? Omg wyd? HAHAHA pls it's my biggest fear/question right now. Aaaaa i hope you did get a job and are working right now (hoping that the pay is good too lmao) **** I'm so scared to start off this year. Not even figured if I'm gonna study further or nah. Anyways, hope you're doing well right now. I'm proud that you survived another year of stress, emotion and struggle, I hope you're mentally in a better place than what you are in right now. I hope your relationships with parents are also less toxic heh and they're not THAT controlling anymore. Also, happy 21. About your relationship with Sam. Ah, we are kind of struggling right now. You especially. I mean- Me. Don't know, relationships seem so off. Omg did you meet him? LMAO pls. I'd actually be so ******* surprised if you did. But then, i don't wanna "waste" my time waiting for someone for so long, all over again. It's my biggest fear, you know. Technically it isn't a waste but you know what I mean. I'm hoping things get better between us. And if you had to struggle with separation again.... It's okay, we have done it before, we can do it again and hold ourselves together again. Besides, Sam sure is a nice guy, but that doesn't mean you would keep feeling this way, right? And if you still feel this way... The. way I am feeling right now, and you guys haven't met. Idk what to say. You're stupid lol. Nah, not really. It's alright. I know how difficult it is to get over the attachment, overall I just hope you made good memories this year and are a better version of current me and learnt and achieved the things you wanted to achieve this year haha. If the year didn't go as we planned, Here's to another year, better friendships, relationships, jobs and opportunities. We got this. Time to write another letter to your future self hehe Love you <3 Stay safe, positive and keep working on yourself. Have a wonderful 2024~ -Your past self From 5th Jan, 2023.