A letter from Jan 04, 2023

hiiiii future blue, i hope you grew well and had a good year!! i finally got around to this letter and i feel sad writing to you even though you don't even exist yet. life marches on doesn't it :( but yay its 2024 and you're almost about to graduate!! well in like one semester but how do you feel? (answer truthfully) honestly this letter may be a little pointless since if you're reminded of it you'll remember what you wrote but i hope you will be presently surprised!! did you get into a good college? what are you going to major in? okay enough with the college talk i won't stress you out x ummm i hope you still have the same mannerisms as i do now i feel like they really do make me ME. try not to cringe when you read this letter lol i'll tell you about me right now (even though you were me at some point and you already know) i have so much to say i think relationships: me n ethan ho r dating!! remember when we thought he'd never date us lol. i really like him and i hope you can still be with him too he's great and i feel like we understand each other well,, we're almost quite opposite of each other but i think it's very complementary and we do share some things,, like the reason for pouring milk first and really i think its the small things that matter!! i could be saying these things because i am probably in the honeymoon phase but i think i am learning to be honest with my feelings instead of shutting others out because that's what messed up my last relationship :/ i think im still scared of vulnerability but i'm learning!! also we all had this funny idea to get married after you turn 18 (don't forget to do this) for college financial aid!! re-read the legal stuff now and make sure it happens!! work: i'm working at mathnasium and honestly i really don't like it at all,, it's just dreadfully boring but at least it's easy money but seriously i don't want this to be a preface to my future,, accepting any lame *** job just because it gives me money like the 9-5 jobs. hopefully you found a better one!! stress: i'm actually really stressed right now (applying for precollege stuff, science fair, ICA) but i'm weirdly chill about it and i hope it stays that way and i hope everything goes out yay!! but if it doesn't then it's okay because i think you are great :) i'm also worried for spring semester because of conventions and testing and stuff but i really think that i you will be fine mwah um anything else about me i'm currently binging family guy but tbh,, idk what else to say but maybe i'll write you another one if i think of something!! tell me about you and your relationships if you have new ones and your work what are you stressed about what are you doing!! lots of love and lots of luck, blue