A letter from December 29th, 2022

Dear haddles, i should’ve written this earlier but i tend to forget to do these kinda things. well a week ago yesterday (i think) i got my heart demolished by a guy we never dated. elijah flipping mccollough. i think i’m over him. i’m telling myself that (and others) but truly it still stings. he didn’t even truly address my feelings. but he was nice about it ig. maybe by this point you have a bf or a crush or something. who knows other updates: right now feels like you’re growing apart from addie and emma grace. it’s not their fault. in fact it’s definitely mine. basketball makes it hard to stay connected even tho they both are at all the games it’s just different. they aren’t playing and they aren’t truly my teammates ya know. also lola and ava are two of my favorite people right now. idk what happens there but they’re the best. don’t ruin that ok. or if something happened fix it bc life without lola’s laugh and ava’s deadpan is sad ok another person who means a lot to me currently is all the imbo’s. no other comment just they’re the best i think i know what i want to do but college sports feels impossible. basketball or volleyball. i want to see how that pans out for you well love you had