A letter from December 1st, 2022

Dear FutureMe, today is bad.like very bad. on tuesday we wrote test from chemistry and i got 5. i got 5 like what? i thought that it won’t be super cool, but 5? i don’t understand chemistry, i’m on ******* gymnasium and i don’t manage it. i don’t manage my life. i hate myself because i chose this path. everyone is like ,, go to gymnasium, you are smart, it will be easy for you.” but is not. everyday i regret this decision. so today we got this test and i totally don’t understand my mistakes at all. we wrote a test from informatics and i was in different place. i can’t held my mind concentration. so i didn’t make it. super cool. i wanna cry. but i can’t. i cry now. i really don’t understand why, maybe i just chose bad school for me. Ellie