A letter from Nov 14, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, how’s life going? are you feeling happier with yourself?❤️‍🩹 have you stopped smoking yet lol? did you learn how to roll a blunt properly? how was ur a-level results?!!!!!!! what uni are you going to and how is it? i hope you reconciled with Maggie bc i don’t have the strength to apologise to her when im so angry atm. are you still in contact with the ogs? yk i can’t imagine separating from M (it’s been 10 years since she’s become my bestfriend!!). but how is L, is she healthy and happy now? ➡️if not in contact (☹️) have you made any new friends in uni? its hard for me in college to become close to people when no-one has the same timetable as you? did you ever manage to keep my room clean and stop procrastinating? do you have a new job? do you still model? i hope you have built up your confidence and learnt to walk in heals! did you ever get the adhd diagnosis? it’s been 2 years for me ugh. also please play piano again pls pls pick it back up. xoxo past girl

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

hey baby me,

I am currently writing this unemployed, living off student loan and having failed first year.
You were so right on about that ADHD diagnosis girl so no...

Eend to ertf. Ogsnkmi avet’hn no lor-relp ahve lernat ohw to topdeps i utb i. Bc eav-ell lusesrt itno wree rstif uroy hcoice btu tmtaer it oyu iwll **** niu ywayna tge desnt’o. It ot eratke buscaee is uoy ton to sucero hto gte gte uyor oto ngilseari eud oyckc hrad vhea llwi ontd’ yb onw ryuo on owh to. .
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Gmiaeg mdae uoy to hes wiht imss uyo het comrfot wlli an and osolalccaiyn niihfdesrp irgbn eht eevrn feftro cakb but sude rlicconee vrnee esh sa. Ayphp morf tbu tats’h only in hhoddoilc m l nwo ploeep eht mcuh natkh l oaky ear yats !gdo!!! uyo dna wthi is and athlhye ttyrpe ncocatt. Dfenrsi adn so rf-raeysti mdae ehva ni ogdo fttslaema schu kclyu nmya rae vhea wne in oyu iun to. .
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Eht msoce wingrenuva keswe ts’i hte tub yesms odog hiwt ctsoironnpitara an bbae dna mose nasiisodg room. I have epdsotp mrfo so btu vahe i hcum eonmlligd fcceneiodn dneiga it.
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Evry het asippnhes no fceilk is hvraeei nteo,. A cku(ts in nad fo esimseomt teg vilnig in bed cktus bde eposnrdeis pit ni egt )rn fndi drah smord and ot eat will tuo trngiwi ihst you fo ti. Only ossottfpe wyaa etim hsa me eflt all it onlg ienbdh elesf form ym two ety si’nt anr yrase a dihdocolh nda eikl wiht. Mthe flli swehoom can hthogu ew up. Oyu eth uosehs on a eelf huoes lilw oevm to emkas emimtoses othb oyu ikle its’ tnrasep taht mheo not uroy dna ti eraln tbu cmoe liwl ootsr aevh. Lwbo otn ggbeed yuo our i onuhge yenmo of lal i ryev lwil teg hadr ot nda htgti sihw sansgiv.
P. S. On naiop to rfyeuosl listl ety a ssslone ehty elltit geb eomc erhdar sheot rea.
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Up odlh oyu aulfw )pnia kcba ruyo itsrtgah acbk ******* thsirergat adeh lwli hscougi(nl eevn igev dan uory.
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Ufurte rlig oxxo.

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