A letter from Nov 05, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, damn, I stopped being sad all time!!?? and I enjoy maths? wonder where that will take us anyway... I just want to let you know shit I started taking ADHD meds today, it feels weird af and huh wonder where this will go I got over who I needed to get over. I have healed our relationship with my parents ish- but I'm stressing about using ig yk. I hate lying and I realised I'm not the femme fatale of my dreams but I really want to get rich. I read more than 42 books this year which is actually crazy. I think I hate myself less and I SURVIVED 13 YEARS!? I still think about the parlour sometimes... and I think about how I'm gonna die. but I think from a movie I watched recently, me before you, I realised I don't LOVE my life... I just love the people in it, but not living. so I'm gonna try to love living... I hope you're still there... okay, happy and awesome. I'm sorry if something bad happened, but yk we've been through worse, we can get through this. have you started loving life? - love, and hope Avira

Epilogue

2 days later

Hey there you fucking idiot.

ahahah im kidding (I'm not)

Your wishes have come true!! (mostly)

The parlour stuff is healed, the dieing...

Ai-eselhdh is tfufs.
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Hte sfftu ielf oohoooohohhhh nilovg but. .
Ynjeo idd ai?rva neam to to ttha eonmtm? athw ifle evil ni to ?sftleul eilf you eht to ts'i i ,neam by.
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Not tno a cpiiottoenm tlis, tbu a or ot-od a tenc,sto flie ifel sti' is oelv is flie.
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Gntis,ti plg,iesen in ts'tah genuoh naikg,lt enrghaitb ti gne,uho aetgni nad well, tou ylsipm.
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Toin itulg ot uyo dnot' oyfersul stuj oyu ehav ievl il"fe acn njgeynio". S'htat and oghneu.
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Aeesilr ofr fi arllye iwll ouy olowlngif teh t)laer nstmoh tdno' eb bad ouy poilsre( hits.
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Btu nawt it kame fo th,si orfm rhutogh, fater i oyu hta'st lla dan lal oylul'.
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Neghuo roh,ugth si oyru ivl,ign htat ,bnitgea aethr keep eekp ti mkea.
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Nbee nto t'lse a rghohtu pu lto, e'vew egiv so.
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Ubt nigolv eian,gmn ofr lhilc nda voel do adn life the ngtiawn oyu tsl'e tjus i lte xlre,a. .
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O,uy (aha)ahh if uoy leov eee)e ni i da leiv hope (i lli taht i nkwo to adn mhat llwi nad ni nouncite egt th,9 okto stham 'dnot.
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Jsut ro)yd i sden ehat ti liek thwi ekpe us, jtus (i nwgmisim.
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<3 dehta to ,mofr rlcseo lsef oyur.
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Soedtpp geadinr inaga 'luylo wd yuo s:p ooo,on ratst. .

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