A letter from Oct 27, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Well, life is really kinda hard right now. For one, I'm sick. Two, it's been a whole month since Becca passed away. It feels like I just learned the news yesterday, and here we are a month later. This past month has been so weird and very up and down. Work has kinda suffered a bit, but everyone has been so kind and understanding. I think I'm going to take sick leave today, as this is day 3 of feeling like crap. I really think I need to start seeing a therapist, but the work that it requires to find a new one is so difficult and requires so much energy. I hope by the time I'm reading this in the future, life is a bit better. I don't have much to say right now, but hopefully things get better soon. I think I'm going to set this to be delivered in 3 months, so hopefully the holiday season goes well.