A letter from October 18th, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I’ve experienced heartbreak officially for the first time. Musty betrayed my trust, and I don’t know why I still love him. I guess it’s cause he’s my first love and my first everything. And despite everything he was good to me, he treated me well. But this really is something I can’t forgive. Especially considering how childish and foolish he’s being with the ew whose face was that lol. After that I told myself I’d never say anything good about him. But I know I can’t speak poorly about him. Sha moving on. My life is a complete mess. I went to Ukraine cause of this guy and now we don’t even talk. I’m not trying to pin anything on him I’m just really disappointed in myself for my poor judgement. Being blinded by emotions. I hope you don’t do that, think with your brain and not your heart Nana. Your heart isn’t always right. How far medicine? It’s not looking good at all is it? I know right now it isn’t looking good but I hope you’ve started now please. I always feel like breaking down and crying I need something to hold on to I need something to keep me sane I hope you don’t still feel this way. Know I love you. Please take care of yourself Please get closer with Allah Please be good Please study hard Please don’t fall in love again Please