A letter from June 14th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing this letter before my science exam lol. It's been more than a week since Zainab and Baji arrived to bahrain to live with us for a month. It's been amazing so far! Tho I've been facing some issues in school lol. I feel guilty for having a crush, but yk I can't control my feelings and the way I feel for someone. I liked that "someone" since kindergarten. So it's kinda getting to me how far we fell apart. Those 2 years did so much damage to our relationship, I think yk who I'm talking about. I wonder if your still in touch with him, probably not lol. We're falling apart as each day goes by. He was so nice, he kinda just ditched me tho. Like he asked for my socials and then just forgot. Idek if I'll recover from this cause 8 years is alot yk lol. I still don't regret meeting him, he made my childhood days alot of fun. :) Btw look how cute Zainab looks in this <33 7:44, 17 October, Monday, 2022 14 yo self <3

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Hey, yea I've been doing okay ig,

Im still struggling in school but things have gotten a little better. I just...

Lneectry sah umch evol hes altot ehr i 'ziaanbs nttgeo elcerdaebt ruectr irybhdat os n2d. Eraymon inneomt ddue tno'd and hmi toaub i nawan nikth tod'n oll atht neev. Bd,nihe teh otn evah amny naemory os ixcot 'ive telf usjt stgihn easm lepeop ebne. Ayok enoeyerv yh,e but h'ttas dnhcaeg. Fo up rgwngio s'ttah rapt. Oatl croomtf of nad my zeon osyntehl won rea rtasted twghicna skmrada i tyhe. E'vi yas gteotn i eripetrt mstu llawse oatl. Ogt ev'i my asecrb lal and. Ym sseemd of pu het avtcanio smmure seple secbeau elsdcheu is. .
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Ei'v oingg eseth eenb tsuj nggnioir enyv,ereo irbeleolus thoghur paseh gi ym mi ydas 💀.
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Si icnerejtg nuf os mcuh ygsu. I lopetiyl esvig ti a it ocf obtos hent nwo em but fcedeicnno od dna. Me nveeiuablble ygul owh niaclgl pu het leyalr iilngbs ky is ddeylsun eth i and si mf,layi tath egwr yoreveen leli rtpyte now of.
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I nkow satmh bnee in odnt' oh,t odgo aonsadyw rteytp enicesc itlsl ignod 'vie. E,ya nda wyaan tge vibaelle lwil it illdmaahulhal 'lefsi ki tetber. .
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O,nso oyur yac oy 51 elfs.
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,pm 31:5 81 tsauug 0223 ,fir.

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