A letter from June 14th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm writing this letter before my science exam lol. It's been more than a week since Zainab and Baji arrived to bahrain to live with us for a month. It's been amazing so far! Tho I've been facing some issues in school lol. I feel guilty for having a crush, but yk I can't control my feelings and the way I feel for someone. I liked that "someone" since kindergarten. So it's kinda getting to me how far we fell apart. Those 2 years did so much damage to our relationship, I think yk who I'm talking about. I wonder if your still in touch with him, probably not lol. We're falling apart as each day goes by. He was so nice, he kinda just ditched me tho. Like he asked for my socials and then just forgot. Idek if I'll recover from this cause 8 years is alot yk lol. I still don't regret meeting him, he made my childhood days alot of fun. :) Btw look how cute Zainab looks in this <33 7:44, 17 October, Monday, 2022 14 yo self <3

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Hey, yea I've been doing okay ig,

Im still struggling in school but things have gotten a little better. I just...

Reh crteru atlto has 2nd nia'zsba i letrcyen seh vole iyratdhb os oegtnt caeebldert uchm. 'otdn enev ondt' dued yrnemao nikht i naanw htat dan mih oll noeinmt tuboa. Ton utsj so saem tignsh tfel dhbnei, nebe eahv evi' nraymoe itxco epoelp het yanm. 'hatts ghdcena tbu ye,h koay eevreoyn. Wgnroig thtsa' fo up rpat. Wtghncia taol nda ozen i tfocmor my rea smkarda ohntesly of tsaterd they nwo. Ev'i toal mstu i lealsw ittrreep ays otgnte. All iv'e my tog resbac dan. Luhdeces fo anicvaot is pu uemmrs teh esmsed eselp euebcas ym. .
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💀 mi sday bnee stuj ig my evi' heset esluboielr rghothu roe,enyve iorignng phsae noggi.
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Fnu rngtceiej gusy os muhc is. Me btu cinndocefe nda vsgie ti a iployetl tobos onw i do it fco hnte. Glcianl fo wger ilel syuleddn yulg raylel tytepr eht libgins pu si own eht abuveeelilbn i yk ahtt nda oenreevy fayi,lm is hwo me.
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Msaht i wnko ncesice iv'e lslti ntod' dgoo ogidn aaosnwdy bnee ,tho in terytp. Aynwa lwli laaiuhdhalmll 'fisle lalieevb and y,ea bteter etg ik it. .
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,onso self 15 ayc uoyr oy.
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2032 ,rfi 81 315: uatusg m,p.

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