A letter from Oct 03, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Good morning! Same as last year, I am writing this letter from October 3 at midnight. But unlike then, I'm in a much better place than last year. What a ****** year it was on your 19th, right? But the past year or ever since we moved out, we've been at our happiest and at peace. It's been a while since we moved out for college, Feb 26 to be exact. The first months were struggling because I couldn't handle the new environment and in a way, I've bonded with the toxic environment of our hometown that I couldn't handle such peacefulness in a new town now. Enough of that now, so how's your day today? Did you spend your birthday well? Are you doing fine now? Cause I am and my days have been good. It's been a blast, Camille. I didn't expect to see myself in this situation in my entire life. Our younger self won't believe I'm almost out partying every weekend. I don't even drink many months ago but here I am, finally living life. I met a lot of people here in Cebu and I've bonded with the people I've gone to Cebu, namely my roommate and another friend back in our town. Our high school self would flip out. The night before your birthday, you thought you'd be in a bad mood because of, well, a ******* guy. *eye roll*. Please for the love of god, Camille, stop settling for mediocre guys. I ******* swear to god, you deserve more. Anyways, you had different plans but they got canceled so I won't elaborate so you could erase this in your mind for the next years but our impromptu night out was better in a way. It was just chill and really fun with friends you made over the past months. I really can't express how happy I am about this. Also, just last week, you had a blast of nights with your *** life. YES, WE NOW HAVE A *** LIFE. Shocking right? On our exact birthday, I went out with my friends on a lunch date and the bill was expensive but it's okay, we can afford that **** now lol. *taps shoulder* I'm really happy these days, Camille. It might be short-lived but at least I am. It's rare to feel this way. But on a side note, please rest cause my current health status is not okay with this ******* cough cause I think my body is doing its own coping mechanism after going out for the past almost two months STRAIGHT. Can you believe it?? That's how much you've been going out that your body is finally telling you to stop. It's embarrassing to cough this hard and loud in public with this whole pandemic still going on. Also, I said *** life because we still don't have a love life. But that's fine, we can live without a guy or a girl or whatever you like. But if in a span of a year and you've finally found a partner, I just hope that you're at peace with them. I hope that you trust them. I hope you're really happy. I think that would be all for this year's update. Wishing you all the best, Camille. Please live. Live even when there are days you think you couldn't. Explore and see the world out there. Sending you love from your past self, Camille