A letter from Sep 10, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Hiiii i alwya s want to send a super pretensions one like " Does it get better?" but i am way too annoying fr that anyways hows A levels have they kicked you out yet? Are u still lonely/magnus archives refrence/ oh how was Cas s reaction to everything in the archives are we not in russia yet if not hope you are doing alright, um its weird feeling like we are supposed to be an adult isnt it? i will turn 16 soon and it doesnt feel real i am not ready for all this responsobility oh wouldnt it be funny if i left link to this account in my sewer slide note and then letters would keep coming years later, sound like a good plot to smth. Did we get a new phone or are we sill with iphone 6 hope not. It is really depressing to ask myself whether i am alive in each letter isnt it. God i remember how originaly i pplanned to use this website to write down how i feel at the moment so i could review it later but i ve only started doing it now. Is it obvious that i am not keeping my journalrn? theres a melody stuck in my head and i dnt know how to find it So Does it get better?