A letter from Aug 15, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Just got done reading my previous letter. So much but so little has happened since then. It's funny how back then i thought i was at my worst and that it couldn't get any worse i hoped for happiness in my last letter yet here we are. I'm quite possibly living in one of the worst periods of my life, parents getting divorced, getting bullied, losing all of my "friends", having to change schools and much more. All of these things really cause this empty and constricting feeling in my chest i feel hopeless and feel like dying. Literally 4 days ago i had the biggest breakdown and couldn't stop crying but in the end i felt stupid cause it's not like i can change anything so what's the point in crying. I don't have many goals for the near future besides being truly happy so if you could do that for yourself it would be great. I love you always <333