A letter from Aug 14, 2022

Dear finally 18 year old me, have you made your CIMB bank card account yet ? How does it feel like eheh ? How’s uni study going right now ? Are you struggling? How much ? Did you try to ask help from them like you said you wanted to ? It’s 1:32am right now, Monday, 15th of August. Sitting in the 3rd floor pantry with your friends, Aimy, Iffa and Damia. The you right now is bored, gastric, sleepy and atama ga itai. I hope you’re still studying Japanese on the side. Remember your impossible dream of becoming Eve’s pr specialist ? Lol But yeah I hope you’re still studying it on your free time. Did you make new friends ? How are they ? Are you pulling your hair right now ? Well for me, I currently stopped which is good. Yeah… Well, I hope whatever goes on right now with your studies, I hope it goes well, get that bag. Slay girl. OH YA HOW ABOUT NEW RELEASES FROM EVE ? MAFU ? SOU ? AMACHAN ? NEW GEN ID AND KR ? Is your hair long ? Well, if you’re wondering what your favourite song right now, you’ve been listening to Alien Alien (Nayutalien), Hitomodoki (Mafu) a lot lately. Enjoy your birthday, it’s your day. Have a lot of fun. Get out and hang out with your friends. Celebrate to the most of it. It’s the most significant part of your life. Try to be more open, okay? I know it’s hard to open up… Never mind, I get how you feel. It’s hard. It’s okay. Well, anyways, Mondo hugged Soraru btw, very teetee shshshs. Try to be yourself and make the most of your life after this. Made any mistakes that you regret a lot ? Well, it’s okay. I know it makes you feel anxious. It’s okay to envy your friends. It’s okay that you feel that way. You know yourself better. Let’s comfort ourselves like always, no one really understands us, right ? They say they do but in the end of the day, they don’t. They make your problems feel inferior and try to relate to it. That’s not helping, right ? I know too. That’s why opening up is hard, no one really understands so what’s the point? Okay, enjoy your day, once again. Happy 18, make sure to listen to Aisai. It's a must and I'm making it a tradition for us. Aisai is just perfect to for new beginnings and endings. Remember to listen to Hitomodoki, you're not you without that song.