A letter from Aug 14, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Dear Future Me, Im writing this as a birthday gift for u even tho I know u hate ur birthday Mostly im hoping that I actually receive this and freak out when so. Anywayss im gonna be super un-original and follow the recommended quotes sooo.... I imagine that by the time you read this note: U will be sitting in bed like iam rn and extremely confused as to wtf this is I know that: U will be in a better place and finally with people u like for the sake of ur mental health🥳 I hope that: Ur in college and havent failed a school year 💀that would suck Also that uve changed not only phisically but also mentally. As I write this, I'm: Laying on the couch of ur old house (still kind of ur house but uk) probably making u remember the time were u would tell ur mom u were going to a friends house just to come here and be alone🥐 Sometimes I worry that: Ure still the same as Iam rn. I wish you could tell me: How Iam doing? WHAT AM I DOING? also did I actually start going to the gym? am i still there? if so do i finally feel better abt myself? am i dating anyone? did i make new friends? did i finally stand up or stopped talking to my current friends? did they change or did they leave me? TALKING ABT FRIENDS HOW WAS THE DZRT CONCERT? Writing this letter makes me: CRINGE SO HARD OMG but like honeslay i feel like we both need this let this be a reminder that life doesnt have to suck that much go do things u like idiot! have fun audition for that stupid *** show if they make a new season:) gl honey