A letter from Aug 10, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I know these letters make up immense pain for you. But reading them always brings the smile to your face. So dear future me.. how are you? Right now your probably at the lowest point of your life and you can’t really truly say your going to be fine. You might already have found a way out of this.. but dear future me.. your best friend might be the only person who is truly really there for you. He might be the one whom cares for you the most. The one who will help you out battle the pain and hate you have with yourself and others. Even though you can only replicate your feelings in a platonic way.. you will always know he would be there waiting for you. Your boyfriend also cares a lot about you.. you care a lot about him too. It might be weird being in such a new relationship and I’m still trying to open up more to him rather then my bsf because it isn’t fair to both of them. Have you done it yet? He won’t judge you.. he won’t complain.. he makes edits for u goddamn, what other proof do you need to know that he really loves you? You got to give him a chance.. at least put your all in it.. live in the now and if he does disappoint you.. be grateful he made you go all this way.. thank him for showing you what immense love can feel like.. and shame him for thinking he can find someone better. If it has ended by then… I’m sorry. You haven’t deserved it.. I know it’ll not be you to end it because you love him. You really love him. You’ll visit Canada soon. You’ll most likely be there at this moment. Happy New Years… you’ll do great