A letter from Jul 14, 2022

Dear FutureMe, I took a gap year, well we took a gap year. I regret it with everything in me. I've never felt so lonely. The gap year wasn't the cause of the loneliness however, it did point it out to me; very harshly if I may add! We are halfway through the year and I still have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I really hope we've figured out our purpose by the time this gets to you. Please don't cut your hair again, it always makes you more depressed. Trust me, we've done it twice now and both times your self-esteem went with it. Hopefully, we've started living by the time this gets to you or we've at least had our first kiss. I'm tired of feeling so unattractive and I'm sure you know that and I'm also tired of holding back. Oh, how could I forget? I hope we are over 'he who shall not be named.'It is about time we get over it. We will leave it here. Stay blessed my love. XOXO