A letter from Jul 06, 2022

Hello me! It is july 6th 2022 at 12:50 am. i want to write this and tell you some of the big things going on in my life! i have been with max for 9 months! and i still haven’t held his hand.. he has touched my hand several times and gripped it but we have never fully walked and held hands. i really really want to but people don’t get it. friends tell me i have too because it’s just a normal thing to do! and i agree, it is a normal thing to do, but like i’m just scared imma make a face that’s going to be embarrassing, or i’m going to make him uncomfortable, or my hands are gonna swear to much cause i have really hot and sweaty hands. are you still non binary and using he/they/it pronouns? and if you do, does anyone even use them? are you still pan? do you still go to madison? did you pass everything? do you still go by olive/oliver??? and most importantly, are you still with max?? oh and also have you held his hand yet? i love you and remember, repeat songs not mistakes. and kick habits not kids <3 finished at 12:57am