A letter from Jul 04, 2022

Dear FutureMe, It's our birthday today, we just turned 22. Well, to be honest, it was yesterday but I didn't have time to write this letter on time. I've got 2 years left before finishing higher education and I'm not in a rush to see again our crappy classmates from private shcool. I still miss people from college. But if we are lucky, we'll be accepted in Eramus for our last semester on third year. You'll know the answer when you'll be reading this letter, hope it's a positive one. Still upset that Covid ruined our previous chance to go study abroad in college. Periods became pretty hardcore recently and the doctor suspects endrometriosis. I've got a MRI scan to do and I'm very anxious about it (as always). If it's that, I really don't want to take the pill. Not a fan of the concept of stuffing my body with hormones to stop it to function normally. And let's not talk about the crazy amount of side effects. We're too *** for having to take it anyway. Also, I still haven't talk to my parents about my non-binarity and my envy to get top surgery. Even if they are okay with my bisexuality, I fear that my non-binarity would be too confusing for them and the idea of me pulling my chest off too scary to their eyes. Aunty already know though and she agreed to have my back when I'll tell my parents. I'm planning to have top surgery anyway but if I can have their support (including financial) it would allow me to do it earlier. My letter isn't very optimistic til now so let's cheer it up. I don't want you to read a whole saddening message for our birhday. Except the MRI, the summer break is planned to be great ! Holidays with Sa. and Ma. (first time with both of them) and with our girlfriend in the Alps. It's also going to be our 2 years together in a few days ! I'm taking her to Versailles to celebrate it. One week and a half alone at home too, cause I need to look after our not so young baby cat. And just got our Nintendo Switch for our birthday. What are your plans for your summer break ? Despite the problems, our life is still way better that it used to be in highschool and especially in middle school. I'm so glad we make it this far. Here's my present: I love you <3