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I have taken an Ambien and now I sit at the computer and think hard how not to mess up and don't even know what I want anymore Will Joe make it Will ihiru send for Amber Will Dustin fall in love Will Ben find a woman to care for him Will my Dad be alive Will john and I still be in Florida Will my thoughts slow down Will I go to Tahiti Will Mom ever forgive me I'm not such a good daughter, but I am coming Dad and i will try will Joe I ever know you Remeber you said you wanted to be 11 years old and safe in your bed in Angola You are 54 years old and 1 year has made you bitter and anxious and much older. I miss my 7 tree friends I will see them asleep when I return to New york Feb. 15. Mom I know you did well with what you had....its okay I understand now