A letter from Jun 26, 2022

Dear FutureMe, What's up! I hope you're doing well. I saw this website on a YouTube Short video today! So I wanted to try it out to see how helpful I can be to my future self. Hopefully I have a bit of wisdom for ya! That or I nag ya like a dad would... First off, eat 3 meals a day. Brush your teeth at least every other day or something. Take your showers every other day too! Don't skip any of it. I know it's hard, and depression fucking sucks. But please for me, wash your face after you cry. I hope you at least have gotten some progress on these things. It's something I've been working on recently (which you already know that lmao.) But I really want to remind you to take good care of yourself if you aren't right now. Secondly, have you met some new friends at all? I know it's only been around a month, but I wanted to ask. School should have already started, and going into our senior year after 2 years of Quarantine and online school. We've been so alone recently, it's not terrible, but it's still kinda sad everyday. I just pray that we found a good loyal friend somewhere. Maybe things certainly turn around for better and are way better than where I currently am at? I hope. Trying to manifest stuff for the happiness of future me. Friends and good beneficial relationships are what we need. Thirdly, what about art and music? How are those things going? I really hope we got an opportunity of some kind to do what we love. Maybe a headstart of some kind? I really want to get an electric guitar, so I hope we're at least closer to that goal in the future months! Remember, red is better, and sparkles if you can later on in life. Also cool stickers too. And maybe dye your hair red too, idk, maybe that's a bad idea to dye it bright firey red? Just hope if you have you haven't stained your shower or pillows...... Fourthly, how's everything in the family? Still struggling? Mom still being mom and being weird and highkey judgmental? I hope things are better now. I pray that it's so much better, that or that I'm spending my time more somewhere else. Somewhere I can feel at home and safe. I wish for you that you feel better at home at least. That you aren't hurting as much anymore, and you're opening up a bit everyday now. I know it's hard right now to be open, be yourself, and just in general exist. But I promise even if you feel stuck still, or like you'll be judged. You don't have to worry, because you've got this dude. No matter what anyone says, no matter what those intrusive thoughts say, you can do this. You can do whatever you put your mind to. You are FULLY capable of becoming like your idols, and maybe even better than them! You might get even more successful and make a huge change in the world! So keep your head up. For me, and for your future friends and people you care about. Hang on buddy. I love you so much. I am so proud of you. And I'm right behind ya!!! I'm making progress too, so future me... GO KICK SOME FUCKING ASS!!! <3 also hope you learn to play electric guitar :) sorry for the confusing writing xD -Jeremy, your past self.