A letter from Jun 25, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are already healed or maybe already healing. Nag-usap kayo ni James kagabi. Sabi niya na kailangan mo muna mag heal. He also told you that the spark wasn't there anymore. It hurts, of course. I want to be with James. I can imagine a future with him—but I guess I was the only one imagining. I don't know what to do. I don't even have someone to talk to about these issues. My heart keeps beating fast because I can see that this will end soon. I want it to keep going, but if it needs to stop for both of our sake, then I guess I just have to accept it. Be on our own separate ways and fly. Thank you James for the wonderful experience you gave.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Dear Future Me,

I'm happy to tell you na nakawala ka na sa kaniya....

Tiayrle aphpy okya rndegdou you ,telveynaul acbeesu ti were sa ahrd an lyeufosr utb gna nni,dge an a cgeitpnxe ouhlfep dna wsa rcieepnexe ltisl got oyu. .
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Aoapab-usgn iecddde ynia asoy oyu nguy an atam an. Hpyap s'he rin no won an ish. Gyus na uyo ahd uoelrsc. .
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Evha smeoeno thnaroe ertag new oyu swn!e. Hte eesuabc na uyg otpeosip adnrseew uoy new seh' a rfo eilk or liek majes is tgif fo ryrepa siht. .
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Luig wdufolnre cuhs a ranretp si. ,stap binge pcocireral if tommiacnucion ugsy sdide uyo si ahtt eht --- eth aveh amcnuimigonct si uoy the uccnmmoianoti etmi, os wlel neo in shit ear ---. .
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Amtreu osla rvye hse'. Nsibrg btse he ebuaces ni him em velo eht ibgen twih tou i. .

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6 months ago

Dear Future Me,

I spoke too soon. We weren't compatible. It was a torture of mind battles. I made mistakes, and he did as well. I tried to make it work, but he decided to end it. I guess that's all there is.

I learned a lot from this experience. I won't wish that I didn't meet him because if I didn't, I wouldn't learn from this.

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