A letter from Jun 19, 2022

Dear HanxC, So, here's a letter travelling for merely 6 months to wish you a very happy new year. A lot of things might have happened in the past 6 months... I hope it was all good and you're hanging in there well. This is the past you. A 6 month younger version of you who is scared to ***** about what and how things are going to pan out in the next 6 months. I have just begun my masters research and I am clueless as to what and how to go about it. From considering Europe for scholarships to considering giving GRE to get into states by taking a hefty loan, its all changing. My mind is all over the place. I'm so scared. God knows how things have gone down 6 months from today. who knows if I'm even alive? lol. Idc really, but i hope everyone close to me is in good health. Anyway, did you give your GRE and IELTS yet? you must've. I hope you scored well. If not...idk what to say to that. You just have to find other ways I guess. But don't give up. This is scary ofc, but that's where the growth is. OUTSIDE YOUR COMFORT ZONE. I hope you have started applying to colleges and by now you know what it is that you're planning to do. I hope you have a plan. I hope things have worked out for you (and me ofc lol), in the past 6 months. Take one step at a time. Do your 1% and don't stress so much. You have it in you. You know it. I hope things with you and your boyfie are okay and you're still together, Just as strong. If not, (considering how rocky things have been) I need you to know you're loved. And you will be okay. Did brother get married yet? Its crazy how important and crucial the next 6 months are going to be for you. Please try your best and make yourself proud. Take the leap of faith. You took it once and look how amazing your 2 years went by. Just believe in yourself and take the leap. That's all I can say. YOU'VE GOT THIS HANXC. LOVE YOURSELF. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. AND ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS. HAVE FAITH.