A letter from Jun 08, 2022

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear myself. hi ayya! what have you been doing so far? semoga berguna untuk diri sendiri dan sekitar. how abt your love? have you met someone who loves you? waktu nulis ini ik you really want people who treat you very well. I hope you found him. don't be sad, don't insecure abt yourself. cuz you pretty, meybe xixixi. don't worryy. you're smart! i really love youu. I pray all your wishes come true. I hope what you want is coming soon! don't hate yourself, okay? i love you!♡ Rab, 8 Jun 23.10pm -ayyashafira

Epilogue

over 1 year later

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Hi, my past.
I’ve done so many things, I spent my high school years filled with so many memories, from happiness to sadness, lots of laughter, friends who were...

Em laedry os ,fun aylifm eodvl owh dan a. Needd tub oyu yuro thwa ?nosomee eidlfl ?nolspheaitsri tath ttha yyaa giana, obatu uyo when had meca gsa,seem hnt,e neosrp kcab and with tewro inghts sady. Uyo uyor pcaciodanem tsruvineyi ilnaf irtfs fo smxae eefobr eh uyro ruhtgoh erestems. Owuld hiwt bcak dne not hm?i so, og hwy mih idd ot if ro tonueicn het i to nt,o hcoeso shcoeo cudol ti tiwh i dya ot i cudol ehrhtwe rheew. Ohmnt not if cakb i’m him hte to ,etrlte you etwor eybam ntew ouy a ne,sitkma tarfe. Bkac to him i dwuol ,yad oosech ot fi oulcd utrrne og adn tno i ot atth. Viesednt if so ck,ab itknga ttah me ipan ter,as lmsyef snotomei nad ftear alyswa nmay os edovl was rylut mi,h if in uoghshtt erhet twnade eh i eh asgkin em, lyelra amny os chum mhi. Hrete mih elyalr i nad aidetcpprae netev btu a eno echnga aws emad iett,ll ttah that. ,eorefb htta, yaay ot i saw i so idd uyo he utb hp,ayp by foten endibh what tog igtgrdere. Ihm het ot patncigec rof atserdt swa eh who nda ,dfea tehn i t,eellnauyv ckba tgrsregi aegnb. I’tndd gte cghnea did bteetr 01,0% nhta he tub he roeefb. Utb enaitlsrhoip not drupo erew atht of nwhe eht uoy aryde ouy thwi mih uyo be ot den aroynme to ta aarifd i;tme i’m enewtr’. Aafrid tw’reen uoy eatk spet htta ot. Hdle lteas roefeb tmseomies in naiv ,sdofenet keam kniuel yuo, esbaecu eewr gnheou ntoo ti ttha cd,eoniis ouy thagluoh eh eltf at vbaer uyo adn to.
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Ndgien eht irthg seru noe saw pt,ah to onlg htta, me i uondf eypdar wsoh i iotneshmg gtirh dan ont em eth trfea erus chcioe to ,dya taht n,eht odg ohun,ge ttah eirnthevgy edam. Taht eth agev feodeiccnn ym odg so ma ualgetrf i ni senicido rsethgtn adn em. Hrweteh a wsa ratfe hrete ysda aivngle by saw oleppe i of alyler no my i,hm to rthnegeetsdn the dounra tspe etiltl em a tefeclr ghtri was dbotu few btu. Ecinoisd otn ,ddeein nrwgo nad ym was. M’i hmi wthi won on erlnog. Dsonuw at i het ratts ehdibn tish eftl rysea ektp ahd i arye, of teh orf ccsyfsuulsel. Rnetud as hpdeo iyeghnertv i out. I ti, nwo yes, he nda eetrsrg. Earyo;nm i btoua lngoer no of i’m to tno airdaf hmi hmi altdere nihnygat crea. Gyihnvrtee em liettl o,wkn htsi ehdr,sa ntsigh ish ti’ddn nad fo eelf imh esulstgrg hteiacng orve adn m:e su athoiirnlesp hwti efsa tnagik rou yl,stla nhgist mhi rngbimmeeer ym ua,hglrte nyve khatn namkig atnw dilub ,em myan i pu the ot nkaimg so for cera pgiutnt hucm em ,dale ,em abck eh tneh, aoutb he myan me e,m ihtsgn we so sutj our jseo,k llgioowfn opleep did did yb ,asrye ot uro i tesoris ides, for nigivg ofr eth i,tem orhet ihs. Oyu idd oivlgn uoercs, nda sa as rfa of ofr as elyepd you nhtak dan me. Y,ihlpap all esach orudp yuo pasrtne nda esa,mrd mkae shtoe ouyr oelv ievl dan ryou.
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E’iv estrta for vaeh, ton rseu i utb enoeoms me m’i sa nfoud teehhwr who i ?llwe nhkit. Eatrted sthi i yb ,pserno m’i btuao tub lewl elfe eth unseru tfurue do. I ahtw peoh atnw i ihst si. Sbiolesp elap,es sa duieg dan as my reaht his oosn. ,enapph fi etl tmane gdo it eew’r ,be to. ,ont lpyoeprr apesle ti us pelh seolrve if. .
Ti yowrr o’tnd of fele nwo, i ytiseinc,ru thkan gdo skaignep yrarel. Fo taiuelufb or,cesu m’i. Oohmts seak seutids phoe ofr reasrmt i i bcoeem fo ncouiten to nealr and eht ym. Kpee rangpiy nad ertu, my that hsswie cmoe my rganedt ear also sedrma i. Prdou bene afr hugthor ebne inetggt of for mi’ nad ’eiv hitw and o,wn ti baueces erylla melfsy an a,yes mrfo htwa i oend love hhorgtu eatrh s’ahtn lta,e-hfes pnoe myfesl. Hguhot rof ,uyo ubt as i all oserht aym mflsye grniuden uhtog not ilnebeaicf elf,mys sa ienorsv my mvnoig othre,s ie,mt tebs fo wdorraf, even bnee ti’s tkhna i eht tarey!nraxidor isht nad onkw be be eb to salrti ilwl. Nevlvoi nithg tfgroe is every llhaa teps my ak,et i nad rvene ttnomairp msot het etduis to in. Adre y,ou my yaay kahtn l,eif yrou srafa,ih joyen.
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(20 80 0522 emrta. A 00. )m.
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Ayya aashrfi.

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