A letter from Jun 1st, 2022

Dear FutureMe, First day of June. In atlanta with my mom on a work trip. I love turning over a new leaf every month (instead of waiting for the new year). I wanna start finding new music. I listen to a lot of music from my childhood. The nostalgia is great, but also maybe overwhelming. I’m gonna stay stuck in the past forever if I don’t find ways to live happy moments with new music. Not just old. Every song I’ve ever loved was new to me at a time. Work starts on Monday. I’m sure I’ll be fine, but I’m nervous. Living with a practical stranger, being closer to a guy who maybe wants to date me (he says he does but his actions make me feel otherwise). I don’t think we will last, so Im curious how it’ll end or if living close to him will make me change my mind ab it all. Still feeling super weird ab the state America is in right now as well. Shooting after shooting after shooting. It’s just another day here which is terrible. I’m waiting until it’s me or someone super close to me. Anyways. How’s life now? 12 months later. What’s going on?