A letter from May 22nd, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I have no motivation for anything. I feel like failure. I gained some weight. I am scare to step on scale. I haven't done my graduation work yet, even tho it was supposed to be finished 22 days ago. I haven't even started yet. I'm going to prom with some loser. I don't want to learn German and leave Serbia. And I don't feel like going to biology collage anymore. I have math test tomorrow and physics as well. Oh and English. I'm not ready for any of them. I don't see a point in doing anything. As I said I have zero motivation. I would like someone who would like me, I feel like I need someone. I feel empty. Ugly. Awful. Purposeless. I need a break. From everything. I wou...no.... I wish I had guts to talk about this on Serbian. But I don't. It feels like it's not that deep and it kinda sounds less serious to me. I don't find this valid you know. I kinda feel like I'm a bit depressed. I lie a lot to my "friends". About a lot of things. I just want a break. Love, PastMe

Epilogue

about 12 hours later

Hey PastMe,
I'm so so sorry for not helping you. my heart is breaking...

Rfo yuo. A terebt 'im own bit. Ntsihg not tninhkig eefl so i auobt not'd ymna 'im n,ayhting taht. Rrsyo os aoberivhu rfo my 'im. Tlsil cedsra for to m'i pelh kas. I ubt it ht,at 'mi im' lltsi nda tcadeepc neelgif sspuo,speerl nnikihgt glyu otn dan oaubt akidn. Is rgmynae tno ton godo atth lla da,b tgholuha it's. Tub elarly edlhpe aeirsle hn'teva had inmvog ereh i ndresif ni me nad ,rbesia atth. Iosmrpe ngigo llki i not im' f,yslem to. Nedde i i pu mehsoow ntwul'od a,ded if utb imdn. Ilfets so ilwl sa rdoewk sttes lewl lla ,oefrbe oogd ehpo wrko e,llw sa eth aniotadugr pecley,ftr hte erew in tou deend up fi tueruf tnveryigeh ti i. .
,ovle.
Me.

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