From me to me

Dear FutureMe, Today is an average day in my life. Sitting here at work, browsing the internet. Just ordered low-carb takeout from Red Lobster. Going home to my three sweet golden retrievers. Moses is still a puppy but growing fast - 31 lbs on Saturday at the vet's office. I have no idea what the next five years will bring, but I have a feeling my issues with my husband will be worked out, one way or another. I know I will no longer be trying to conceive, dealing with failed IVF after failed IVF. I finally became pregnant last fall, but lost the baby on October 7, 2005. By the time I read this I will have either adopted or given up on my baby quest. (Can't imagine actually giving birth to one!) Wherever I'm at in life when I read this again, remember that life was full of turmoil in the year 2005 and the beginning of 2006. So many changes, so much happening. Will I finally move back home by then? Who knows....but I hope so. love to myself, bye