A letter from Apr 23rd, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, where can I start? In these night i'm crying, crying for don't knowing my life meaning. What should I do? Why my life seem meaningless? Why I can't find happiness? What I want to do in the future? What's my favourite hobby? So many questions and no answer. I envy other people life. What I can see is just they go out with friends, chill out, have party... their life is so perfect. Why can't I have a life like theirs? Maybe because i'm me? I'm so sad. Knowing that crying is useless, knowing that i'm powerless. I'm so tired of all the mess my classmate do with me. Why would they make fun of someone? Do they think they're funny? All I can see is a bunch of clown, an entire circus. Hypocrite and selfish people who search to use you. Because these I recently think to leave school. I'm tired with everyone, with everything and with my life. How wonderful if I can live in a videogame's world? Everything seem like so peaceful... Last Day I taked a nap, before I fall asleep I Thought "why is so hard Living?" I need a hug, I really need one. What can I do when I have no friends? What would you do if you were in my shoes? Maybe I should take a break from all of this mess and clear my mind for a bit. Fortunately I don't have anyto suicide thought... An 17 years boy who want a happy life🙂😔

Epilogue

about 6 hours later

Well well, here we are. I have to say that I improved my lifestyle a lot. Now I'm happy,...

Rd3 ni 5 ew aedgr ym a t4h dan fo hgih e(p,y csamlesta itn'dd aer nwo wef im' seinc evha mebrpol i no oschl,o choosl ts'ni won sasp sltli yrsae ylita mesxa of het nmoerya fo losohc. Eb new,yiawrnnsaayg i in ewre if otqi:esnu eisron i s😭)au😭 ym luocd a.
Ifle mya hroets leov fyerluos ytr ti emse misa,elnesgn may eth to orf nalumief,gn ;mroe tbu emse youe'r.
Is yaes tauclayl iqeut nuofd pesshiapn. I 😂me) for usmci twih nac shy o,d i a ,bilgsni refnid keil ilek iekl nac yalpceil(s who a yalp ot uoy plya his fi strta if nrigealn uyo ehhri/m or iragut evha nad od! ear oaughnt yuo pexleam uoy. To rd,ensfi ady plya whit elamepx fro tnwe d!ay gbolwni zgnaima was it rhe reegya her i dna na.
!eindfr dfuno i 😁 hte nad arel lailyfn.
Einelcs inidvgr to be hahahah teh aawe!r teg nare so mi'.
Beeyeeeee.
Veah oyb ne8e1t yo htta na that a 17 i!elf odl phpay rtun.
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Dna culk up, nod't 👊ouy!🍀 geiv doog eevr.

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