A letter from Apr 9th, 2022

Time Travelled — 9 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How have things been? Do still use the names, Toby or Oscar? Did choose another name like Charlie? I really like the name, Charlie. I really do hope things get better in the future! I hope we get better in the future. Do you still use he/they pronouns still? Are actually accepted by our nana- I'm really afraid that she won't accept me until I move out. (Well it won't matter anyway cause I'm cutting off half of the family once I leave.) Are we still AroAce and ***/Queer? Well, our sibling go by Victoria when they're 18- I find Victoria a very pretty name :). Did you move out of the hell house, cause if you did I think it would be great! Remember Amythest offered a room in her apartment if you need to leave. There is so much I wanted to say until I opened up this old laptop.. everything just left my mind once I brought this site back up. I only remembered this site cause of the email. Well, I'll ask a few personal-ish questions. Have you gotten into therapy again? Are you medicated? Have told your traumas your friends? I really want them to know but I always have my doubts you know and I feel like they won't believe me. Have gotten diagnosed with anything else? (specifically: ADHD, autism, dissociative disorder, tics, and PTSD?) Have we gotten a tattoo yet? I know we've always wanted one! Do we have more built-up trauma? Did we lose any more friends? Is your 17th birthday better than my 16th one? Do you still have self-harm addiction? I hope things get better, I want things to get better. I want to be out of high school so badly- I know we will not miss it! We both hate high school and it causes our mental health you cave in on itself. I hate to end on this kind of note. But I can't think of anything else at the time being. I hope things get better next year! I wish us a happy birthday next year!

Epilogue

29 days later

I recently just read this! And this had me a bit emotional. But...

Gngoi sesinquot i'm dlo rwenas to ym.
1. Yb i itloe og og i rcaso ro adn n,o engorl tjet oy-bt by on.
2. Eys.
3. Sltli we esu /hteyhe.
4. On s,lyda,.
5. Nad wtih qeuer rae oacrea we ltsil ydenigntiif.
6. Way on a dba tuo sorpne neigb 👎os mya needd.
7. Npoe.
8. Ashtoewm.
9. Ocem ewev' out our ot oynl to asy uatsamr etstadr.
10. Imdavetalap dclou ( ew i ihsw add: gmenaird ot isgsnidao tge lti)s a the.
11. Btoua ne-no ew vaeh geitngt mteh eahv omse uotthhg ew itlls tbu.
21. Lbabyrop.
31. Hte eptryt ti umhc wsa (m:esa.
41. Ear uy,p naecl ef(b of 02 ubt ew a sa mtonh now. ).

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