Dear FutureMe,
hi. how are you? really?
hows highschool so far? i bet its fking stressful.
did you finally get over him? how did it end?
are they still together.?
did you make new friends?
how are you dealing without your best friend?
they leave next month.
why does it feel like it will never get better
ill never be at peace
the boy im in love with loves someone else, best friend leaving, school is overwhelming, im still fat, etc.
its not fair that she gets him she doesnt deserve him
hes too good for her.
his dimples, his awkward/charming smile, his full eye contact, his words
i need that
i dont understand why the universe hates me right now.
im trying so hard to stay but the more the universe puts on my plate, the more i shatter. its not fair.
no one will ever love me the way i love people. he'll never love me the way i love him
Epilogue
14 days later
Im okay. Sophmore year started and I joined dance!!! Im really excited. I have a big support group now. I do feel like shit sometimes but honestly, my mental health...
Brttee si satet way.
Aer erov ew way hmi. Iwll there eolv i fo lwayas be enma, that mih me psatr. Ol,ev esh sma rou fsrti. Todn eve'w this hdedcate, and i klie btu meayron eelf ti abuto. Eftra earys ktgnila topdsep enw ew. To ptso i ayswal i emlyfs asy but hnmstegoi, twan. Onit it n,o nda htey htmon ededn a uemsmr. Utb we e,lhiw ti wastn eetdxt for a ngona tsal. Oyka ist. Ew leov sveorlsue now.
Oyu olev so g!!!li!r and tusoprp yeth dfnsire myna hyte oyu. Ghtsfi ssitemmo,e ): atsth oyu in nhiidprfes but egt. So yeth idrfne i to rea ok,wn knwo tahst i mhcu ihts upgro ,avas retteb as,y atnh tkinh is tub i hutgo.
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Psark we ot and ayevyedr tkal tis nbee rya,e a itlsl. Eniiflrrdg a ncgmoi ethy evha t!ee!bpe!rsm ear ni to dan sivit.
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Eb ignog koya its to. Of the ltka nad you ot i is dne tlcalayu i ngzmaai ihsw llet gaol uoy hist locud. Mlossbo sa nda os ujst rspeon, uhmc ouy gwro a. You oybd agimnaz yuo aoubt an that ruyo liek tholsdun osnpre adn rea takl. We own evol ruo ybod. Wno we oevl su.
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Swant be eh abel be to adte ot eshon,t oevrhwe lhousd eh. Oruy i nudtrnsaed ynev. Be alvee but hmet. Ykao ist be to ggion. Den lwli hte npia. Nkow toerh but evlo gigno ywh and be lopeep i eserht to hmi oyu. Ist ayko. .
Sedo heta yuo teh ton ueinervs. Are rtap fo lreggutss flie a. Llwi it oyu get guhotrh.
Uyo thera uyo tbu oelpep leov yaw a do eyabm eht mnase atth orme lveo oyu usjt lpe,oep ,tehros smoe veah tnah bgi. Ogdo thsta a :) tnhgi.
Romf hmi ovme on. Tsi ayko.
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