Dear FutureMe,
hi. how are you? really?
hows highschool so far? i bet its fking stressful.
did you finally get over him? how did it end?
are they still together.?
did you make new friends?
how are you dealing without your best friend?
they leave next month.
why does it feel like it will never get better
ill never be at peace
the boy im in love with loves someone else, best friend leaving, school is overwhelming, im still fat, etc.
its not fair that she gets him she doesnt deserve him
hes too good for her.
his dimples, his awkward/charming smile, his full eye contact, his words
i need that
i dont understand why the universe hates me right now.
im trying so hard to stay but the more the universe puts on my plate, the more i shatter. its not fair.
no one will ever love me the way i love people. he'll never love me the way i love him
Epilogue
14 days later
Im okay. Sophmore year started and I joined dance!!! Im really excited. I have a big support group now. I do feel like shit sometimes but honestly, my mental health...
Awy betetr si estta.
Hmi wya reov rae we. Eb herte hatt hmi of ilwl walyas ovel em ,aenm i aprst. ,veol uro ftsri msa hse. Liek dnot eelf tbu i ti ae,ehddct utboa htsi e'evw nad ymnaroe. New nlgkita esyar ew etfar optepsd. Utb post i awyasl slemfy en,mgohsit i atwn yas to. Uersmm a iton tehy edned dan no, htmon ti. A tasl tbu fro extted it whiel, we swnta ongna. Kyoa tsi. We vloe won evsersluo.
Ouy elvo rdfsnie os myan lg!!!!ir yhte ouprstp yuo ehyt dna. ): ttsah isesmeot,m tub ridfpnihse gifsth gte ouy in. Mchu sahtt htsi ogthu ot btu eetbtr iktnh i wo,kn si so ,sya fdeinr a,sav i era yhet knwo i opugr atnh.
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We lltis rkspa eebn ktla eary, ot and sti a ayeryvde. Ot are in a nad igneridlrf !pbsterm!!ee itivs cogmin aveh they.
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Kyao to sit gnigo eb. Htis nda dluoc i ogla aiganzm fo cyllaaut i latk uoy si uyo ned to swih ellt eht. Sa nda usjt gowr os hmuc a spor,en ouy mosobls. Ltka oyur azmigan eilk htta tbauo you ouy dboy an epnsor and rae dohusltn. We own rou loev obyd. Evol we su won.
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Eh werevho beal be to swant ot odlsuh tead hn,otse he be. I asndndtuer oyru eynv. Tbu eb hemt veeal. Be koya tsi to ggnoi. Inpa the dne ilwl. Be hmi ot dan wnko i ggion rtsehe wyh eeplop treho vleo but uyo. Oyak sti. .
Uyo nto sviunere eth dose ehta. A efil era of patr sgustrgle. Get it grohhtu you iwll.
Vleo vaeh elov but elpoep trs,heo htat msaen emaby taehr a od big ouy yuo het ahnt you ywa e,peolp esmo emro tsju. Thats a ogod ghint :).
Fmor vmoe him on. Akyo sti.
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