A letter from Apr 6th, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi. how are you? really? hows highschool so far? i bet its fking stressful. did you finally get over him? how did it end? are they still together.? did you make new friends? how are you dealing without your best friend? they leave next month. why does it feel like it will never get better ill never be at peace the boy im in love with loves someone else, best friend leaving, school is overwhelming, im still fat, etc. its not fair that she gets him she doesnt deserve him hes too good for her. his dimples, his awkward/charming smile, his full eye contact, his words i need that i dont understand why the universe hates me right now. im trying so hard to stay but the more the universe puts on my plate, the more i shatter. its not fair. no one will ever love me the way i love people. he'll never love me the way i love him

Epilogue

14 days later

Im okay. Sophmore year started and I joined dance!!! Im really excited. I have a big support group now. I do feel like shit sometimes but honestly, my mental health...

Atste yaw is tberet.
We erov ihm awy ear. An,me wasayl liwl atth rpsta rhtee i mih me levo be fo. Asm our tsifr seh elov,. Tond adcheted, elfe klei dna yonamer outba ti 'evew tub tish i. Galntik retaf ew wne otpdspe ayser. Ot awnt i ysa i but yslwaa mlyfse gtmhsnio,e otps. Ti dneed adn onit a mthon ethy uermms o,n. Ehiw,l ttedxe nswta orf but ew onnga a stal it. Kyao sit. Wno seoseuvrl oelv ew.
Fsdrine many !i!lrg!! ouy ouy yhet thye evlo utrsopp so dna. Msesmto,ei fgitsh inphsirfde tbu ttsha in ): uyo egt. Ot so mhuc no,wk si ys,a i trtebe rgpuo ridfen i kinth ,aasv ethy aer ashtt atnh nowk i tohgu utb ihst.
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Sillt spakr to sti nda rydaeevy aklt we a eneb yra,e. Tsiiv aer eahv iongmc lnrerfiidg etyh to s!mpr!eeb!et a ni and.
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Ayko be ist niogg ot. Adn cuyaatll hte i oyu talk nde yuo si lgoa i aignzma shit to iwsh tlle cdolu of. Uoy ogwr ,nreops dna sa a sooslbm tsuj hcum os. Takl bydo aubto izmgana dan yuo aer tnldoshu oyu na leki your tath spnore. Ydob now olev we our. Su leov we onw.
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To he blae e,ohsnt be be atswn uslhod ot aedt eh wehveor. Vnye i setddnnrua oyru. Tub them aleve eb. Tsi oggin to eb aoky. Will nde the inpa. Epolpe trhsee hmi rtheo know utb onigg ywh adn eovl i uoy eb to. Sti kaoy. .
Hte not vneurise yuo htea osde. Gursegtls lfei of era a trpa. Teg you rgohhtu will it.
Wya but you etsrh,o hatn remo emos ebmya oyu eolpep ouy hatt eth rehta p,opeel gbi levo esman ustj a ahev oelv do. :) a attsh dgoo htign.
On eomv frmo him. Kayo its.

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